Let the church say Amen.

4.

Flashback:

2009.
Erica Monique Campbell.

I sat in my kitchen drinking my tea, Warryn was asleep and so was Krista... but I couldn't sleep, I haven't been able to sleep.

I was hot , and I don't know why I thought tea would take my mind off it when I knew what my body needed, my hand traveled my neck... then I bit my lip.

Caving in, I lift myself from the chair...

I walked over to the other bathroom, away from Warryn,  I closed the door behind me, then I sat on the floor of my bathroom.

I took off my nightgown and I started massaging my breasts, running my own hands over my body, I bit my lips as I put more pressure on them.

My hand then trailed down my honeypot, as I put my hand inside my panties feeling my own warmth, I started rubbing my clit.

"Uh" I let out lowly, this is a whole lot of wrong I know but it feels the best when I do.

It started off with as a mistake, and as the time went it grew to be a bad habit.

My husband and I were having sex one night, my mind involuntarily like always traveled back to Kierra's lips on mine, she was always intruding my mind

Images of her being on top of me , or her being under me flooded my mind... I don't think I've ever came the way I did then, with Warryn and I's session and his dick inside me it just sent me over the edge.

Everytime I had sex with him now, my mind would go to her... sometimes I find myself accidentally moaning her name but that was once and Warryn was so focused in his fix that he didn't hear me.

And now I feel terrible when I have sex with my husband but think about another woman, I'm basically cheating on him, so I reprimand myself when my mind goes there with him... but when I'm alone? When I'm alone it's just me and Kierra in my mind...

It must be sick because I'm older than her, but I can't help it... I can't get her out of my mind.

"Mmh" I moan trying not to make noise, my fingers  moved faster rubbing my clit then I dipped two of them inside.

I let go of my breast to cover my mouth as I massage my inside, and my mind like always reverts to her... naked, touching me and me touching her.

"Fuck Ki-" I moan , I go faster, and faster , fuck.

Why is the best orgasms with her?

"Jeeezus!" I let out breathing hard after I made myself cum once again.

I breathe hard calming myself down, if only Kierra knew what goes on in my mind after hours...