Avengers Song Preferences

Pietro x Terrie

Requested by: TerrieTorres sorry i couldnt find the actual video on youtube xD. But this has got to be one of my favorite ptv songs. I hope you enjoy it and it was along the lines of what you wanted! If you know the meaning of this song and or seen the music video this is one of the most depressing/morbid songs.

Song: Bulletproof Love by Pierce The Veil

Warning: Swearing

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I breathe you in with smoke in the backyard lights,
We used to laugh until we choked into the wasted nights.
It was the best time of my life, but now I sleep alone,
So darling, don't, don't wake me up, 'cause my thrill is gone.
In the sunset turning red behind the smoke,
Forever and alone.
Yeah!

I woke with a jolt. My peaceful dream had been disturbed by a crash down stairs. I quickly got up and walked down the stairs to see i sight i thought id never see. Pietro with another girl. "Whats going on?" i chocked back tears. He rolled his eyes at me and left with her. I walked outside and sat on the grass in the backyard and remembered all the good times we had shared.

*time skip*

You've gone and sewn me to this bed, the taste of you and me
Will never leave my lips again under the blinding rain.
I wanna hold your hand so tight I'm gonna break my wrist,
And when the vultures sing tonight I'm gonna join right in.

6 months since I've ended with Pietro and i still can feel the feel of his lips on mine. I cannot bring myself to get up out of bed. The bed we used to share.

I'll sing along, oh
'Cause I don't know any other song.
I'll sing along,
But I'm barely hanging on.
No, I'm barely hanging on.
By the time you're hearing this I'll already be gone,
And now there's nothing to do but scream at the drunken moon.

I forced myself to get up. I cannot keep going on like this. I just cannot keep living like this, without him. "why why did he have to fucking leave me!! Why wasn't i enough!!" i yelled as i laid in the backyard grass once more. "what the fuck!!! I love him so fucking much!!" i cried.

This isn't fair!
Don't you try to blame this on me.
My love for you was bulletproof but you're the one who shot me.
And God damn it, I can barely say your name,
So I'll try to write and fill the pen with blood from the sink.
Woah oh, oh oh.
But don't just say it, you should sing my name.
Pretend that it's a song 'cause forever it's yours,
And we can sing this on the way home.

Pietro walked in the door holding a bunch of boxes. "get out!" i seethed and he rolled his eyes. "just shut up Terrie. I need my stuff." he retorted "Uhm no. You can not just come home with another girl and then disappear for 6 months with out any explanation how is that fair to me? What the fuck did i ever fucking do to you to deserve this Pietro?" i asked as we walked upstairs. "because i knew this would fucking happen you're to fucking clingy. With everyone!!" "Don't you dare blame this on me. You're the one who did this. You're the one who tore us apart!" "ill get the rest another time. I can not deal with this." and with that he left. Leaving me for the final time.

I'll sing along
'Cause I don't know any other song.
I'll sing along,
But I'm barely hanging on.
No, I'm barely hanging on.
By the time you're hearing this I'll already be gone,
And now there's nothing to do but tear my voice apart.
Nothing to do,
And scream at the drunken moon