MY AVERAGE LIFE

Part 22

Shivani Pov :

I made sure Akhil would not follow Swathi to the room. When I went to the room, I saw Swathi crying while hugging Jyothi, who was consoling her. I sat beside Swathi, I didn't know how to console her. I put my hand on her shoulder and gave it a little squeeze.  " did u take care of them?" jyothi asked still hugging Swathi I just nodded my head " I wish I could slap him, bastard, how could he do this Swathi? I want to kill him. Not only that bit-" 

"She is not at fault, she didn't know he had a fiance," I said interrupting her and turning towards Swathi " He is not the one for u. Forget him" Suddenly she jerked my hand off her shoulder " Then, who is? huh? tell me? I couldn't be like u okay always thinking logically and shutting down my emotions okay? I definitely can't be like u  to forgive a bitch who ruined my relationship."

 " See I know you are hurt but think, the one who ruined your relationship is Akhil not her, and even if that girl knows he was seeing u and still went out with him, both of them are at fault. If Akhil was the right one and knew his place, this situation wouldn't have been raised okay. U will find someone better."

 "When? tell me when. You said someone will eventually come did they come? why can't I see them? U have been single like forever and u know why? because u are the problem u got hurt one's, and from then on u never really gave a chance to anyone who will love u when u shut your emotions huh? I even doubt if u ever loved your first love forget first love I doubt even if u know how to love. u are a selfish and coward who is afraid to get hurt again" "Stop Swathi" Jyothi shouted interrupting Swathi. Her words broke my heart into pieces I always thought having these two who understand me, never judge me, and always be there for me no matter what happens would be enough for me even if I didn't have a man who understands me.

 "Why should I stop? do u know what I did to make him fall in love with me to finally propose to me? u don't know" she shouted "Do u guys remember when I said I had a crush on him and he called me the same day to meet do u know what he said to me that he has a crush on u,  he wanted to make u his girlfriend and if u agree he is willing to wife u very the next movement," she said pointing at me.

 " do u know how I felt that day, I felt so stupid like I was the one who introduced him to u made him taste your cooking brought him to your house I thought I was spending time with him but no he was falling in love with u. I did what I had to do so,  I said, your parents have arranged your marriage and u will marry him When u both are ready, have u never wondered why jyothi brought her boyfriend to our meetings but I never did, because I didn't want him to meet u and u never doubt it because u don't want to be a third wheel and was happy about it. I did everything in my power to make him like me, I said he proposed to me right no, I did I asked him to be my boyfriend.  Even when I finally managed to be his girlfriend he constantly asked about your marriage. It took Four years, Four fucking years for him to ask my hand, whereas he was ready to ask your hand the moment u said yes to be his girlfriend. I did all this to hear from u that HE WAS NOT THE ONE FOR ME or u supporting a bitch who broke off my relationship"

  I was shocked to hear all this I always knew Swathi liked Akhil from the start and would always tag him along whenever we were meeting but this, I never expected this I looked at Jyothi she is as shocked as me. I controlled my emotions" Look I really don't know he had feelings for me"  "u obliviously don't why because u didn't have any feelings so u definitely feel nothing. Do u know how I felt when I was constantly seeing u when I knew my boyfriend was in love with u " 

" You are crossing the limit now Swathi," jyothi said " So u are also taking her side I ..." "There is no taking sides here. You have done everything on your will and I am not angry at u for saying I was arranged or whatever shit u said to make him move on from me but u should know what I said is true I googled it, and it takes two-month reservation to get the room in the resort so, whatever he is doing he is doing from a long time and u should not blame yourself as u are not the who cheated and as u said u did your best, and it's better to move on. And u are the one who decided to propose to him when u know he is in love with another person u should actually see the hurt coming from a long way and as for me being selfish I didn't want to hurt another person" I said leaving the room without turning back as I didn't want them to see my tears.