Hate To Want You | YoonKook {COMPLETED}

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TW// Death.

Yoongi sighed softly as he finally crawled into his bed. He laid down and stared at his ceiling, Jungkook instantly flooding his mind. He couldn't help the big smile on his face from growing.

He couldn't wait to tell Hoseok all about it, rolling his eyes to himself as he thought about how Hoseok will brag and say 'I told you so! I knew you liked him!'

But Yoongi didn't care because he did like Jungkook a lot.

Yoongi turned to his side and smiled as he grabbed his phone and smiled more as he read Jungkook's message. Yoongi hesitated before he called the younger.

"Hyung, are you okay?" Jungkook asked as he answered.

"Yeah... just couldn't sleep, and I couldn't stop thinking about you..." Yoongi said with a smile, giggling as Jungkook stuttered.

"S-same... uh-"

"Can I see you?" Yoongi asked softly.

Jungkook hesitated before he FaceTimed him. Yoongi smiled more as Jungkook, in nothing but blue one piece pajama bottoms, stood at his easel. He smiled brightly as he ran his fingers through his hair.

Yoongi gawked at him. "Are you sure you like me?" Yoongi asked.

Jungkook laughed a bit and nodded. "I do, a lot..." Jungkook said before he put his focus back on his painting.

"What are you painting?" Yoongi asked as he tried to hide his blush.

"It's a surprise." Jungkook said.

"For me?"

"Of course." Jungkook said with a smile. "Fuck my head hurts." He said as he gently patted the top of his head.

"Oh, do you want me to let you go so you can sleep?"

"Nah, just give me a second." He said before he walked out of frame. Yoongi quickly got up and checked himself out in his mirror before he laid back on his bed as Jungkook returned with a pair of glasses on his face.

Yoongi stared at him. "Again... are you sure you like me?"

Jungkook rolled his eyes before he looked at Yoongi. "Yes."

"That's literally insane. Look at you!" Yoongi said.

Jungkook blushed and smiled bashfully as he painted. "What do you mean? You're out of my league." Jungkook said.

"Don't lie to me." Yoongi said.

Jungkook looked over at him, making Yoongi blush. "Do you have to wear those all the time? Cause you should." Yoongi said.

Jungkook sighed and nodded. "Yeah, I should have them on all the time." He said.

"Then it's settled, you'll wear them all the time!" Yoongi said.

Jungkook laughed. "Okay... whatever you want baby."

Yoongi turned red while Jungkook smirked as he stared at his art as he fixed something, pouting a bit.

Yoongi watched him quietly for a while before he shifted on his bed. "Jungkookie? He asked.

"Yes, baby?" He asked as he looked at Yoongi.

"Uh... so... about the kiss-"

"Kisses, unless you mean specifically the best kiss ever, then yes what about it?" Jungkook asked.

Yoongi blushed. "It was pretty amazing..." Yoongi said softly.

Jungkook looked over at him. "God you're adorable, I really wish I could kiss you right now."

Yoongi giggled. "Yeah... I wish you could too..." he said as he sat up.

"Then can I come over tomorrow?" He asked.

Yoongi laughed a bit. "Just to kiss me?"

"Yes, we'll kiss all day long and do nothing else." Jungkook said. "Honestly I'd probably love that... can I?" He asked.

Yoongi smiled and rolled his eyes. "I think I might have to limit your kisses."

"What? No!"

Yoongi giggled. "Yes!"

"Fine... only if we get to kiss like that again. Wow that first kiss was really something..." Jungkook said.

Yoongi smiled. "Okay..." he said softly and shyly. There was a knock on his door before it slowly opened. Yoongi looked up at his mother with a smile on his face.

"Jungkookie?" She asked. Yoongi nodded and watched as she gave him a small smile. "Could you call him back?" She asked softly.

"Oh... yeah, sure." Yoongi said before he looked at Jungkook. "Jungkookie, I have to go... I'll call you back later." Yoongi said.

"Okay, if not then good night baby."

Yoongi blushed profusely. "Uh good night!" He said before he quickly hung up. "Oh wow, I'm sorry I didn't realize how late it was, was I being too loud?" Yoongi asked his mother as she walked in, shutting the door behind her.

Yoongi furrowed his eyebrows as she pulled his head against her chest and held him, kissing the top of his head as she softly cried.

"Yoongi-yah..." she said, her voice shaky as she sat down next to him and held his hands as she looked into his eyes.

She didn't have to say anything, all she did was look at him and squeeze his hands and he knew. "When-"

"At least within the last hour or two... he's so stiff." She said, almost disassociating. "I just woke up and found him though."

Yoongi blinked tears from his eyes, he didn't even notice when he had started to cry.

"You can go sit with him... I already called your brother, he's on his way... I have to call... the um... they have come get him." She said as she tried her best to hold herself together.

Yoongi pulled her into a tight hug where they both just began to cry.

"You don't have to see him if you don't want to... um... I'm going to go make some tea... would you like some?" She asked.

Yoongi nodded and sniffled. She got up and started to leave before she turned back to him. "If you need him, I understand dear... he's more than welcomed to come over." She said softly.

Yoongi nodded and watched as she left. He sat on his bed, gripping with reality and collecting his thoughts before he grabbed his phone and walked downstairs. He glanced over at his parents' bedroom before he ran back upstairs and called Jungkook back.

Jungkook answered with a smile until he took in Yoongi's tear stained face.

"Hyung?" He asked softly.

Yoongi laughed a bit. "It's so crazy how fast the best night of my life so far turned into the worst one... he's gone." Yoongi said softly.

"I'm so sorry... do you need anything?"

Yoongi looked at Jungkook. "I need you, could you- I'm sorry." He said as he started to cry again.

"I'll be there in fifteen minutes." Jungkook said. "Do you want me to stay on the phone?"

"Yes..." Yoongi said as he watched Jungkook walked into his closet and set his phone against something as he threw on a black shirt and gray sweatpants. He slipped some slides on before he grabbed his phone and left his room.

Yoongi kept quiet while he watched him get into his car and drive from his house all the way to Yoongi's. As soon as he saw Jungkook park he got up and ran downstairs and out the door.

"Hyung-" Jungkook said as Yoongi ran into his arms and cried on his shoulder. Jungkook closed his eyes as he held him tightly. "It's okay, I'm here for you. I got you, Yoongi." Jungkook said softly as he held Yoongi up.