Forever Now | M.YG

Ch 26 | Away For The Night

Songs For This Chapter
Oh No - Bring Me The Horizon
Burning In The Skies - Linkin Park
Moonlight - Kali Uchis
Devil Town - Cavetown
Sorry For Now - Linkin Park
Fear and Loathing - Marina

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The rest of the date went smoothly, we had a meal and had many conversations and for sure got to know each other more than we already did.
He has the kind of personality that one would get immediately drawn into. Not only does he have a gorgeous appearance, but he has an intriguing personality and humor. It made me not want the date to end and in fact, keep it going.

After all that, I completely forgot about the drama from earlier. The news from DoHee and that I'm going to be staying with him and his sister for a night. It might not even be that bad, it could be better than I'm envisioning in my head.
It does feel scary staying in someone else's home after not doing something like that for a while.

Slowly I'm becoming more and more fond of him with every interaction we have. I learned a lot about him tonight and I'm excited to learn more about him as time goes on. Eventually, I'll be able to consider him a good friend of mine.
It's terrifying considering someone else a friend after what happened and the events that unfolded those years ago.

What if something like that happened to someone else? Would I be able to prevent it this time or would it all repeat?

My expression turned into that of a frown and I stared out of the car window, watching all of the atmosphere and environment pass me by.
Yoongi was giving me a ride this time and we were driving back to his place as I was staying there. DoHee insisted I didn't need to go back to my place and get things because they would have something set up for me then so I just agreed to avoid any more drama.

My thoughts didn't end and I had fallen out of reality and stuck in my thoughts once again. As always. His grip on the steering wheel tightened and it looked as if he was trying his best not to say something but of course, he did it anyway.

"Are you okay I noticed you looked upset before and I..." He began, my attention was now focused on him and back to reality.

"Did DoHee do this by suggesting you stay or-"

"No, it's okay. It isn't her, it's just... Other things." I reassured him and he seemed to sigh in relief hearing my answer.

"Ah, that's good then. I thought you didn't want to do it." A small smile stretched across his face and I shook my head. "Of course I do. It sounds fun. It's been a while since I've done something like that so I'm looking forward to it!" I closed my eyes and smiled happily, my crossed on my lap.

"Oh really? I thought you were quite a social person." He admitted and my mouth opened to speak, but no words came out.

How much I wish for that to be true.

"No not really. Things happened and I just haven't made many friends since." I rested my head against the car window and his face became pale when he realized what I meant.

That night we were trapped in DoHee's office I told him all about my friend Dahyeon and what happened with her. I guess he forgot all about it.

"Oh I forgot I'm sorry-"

"Don't apologize. I get it." I reassured them once again. A sigh escaped his mouth and for some reason, I felt at peace. He knows about one of my darkest secrets and he doesn't judge me for it or avoid me because of it. Usually, people do when they find out it's my fault.