Forever Now | M.YG

Ch 27 | What Are We?

Songs For This Part
Monster - Lady Gaga
Deja Vu - Tomorrow X Together
Give Me Your Name - Dead By Sunrise
No Roads Left - Linkin Park
SDL - Agust D
Slow Down - Chase Atlantic

Chapter warning // mild sexual content

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I woke up with an alarm clock blaring at me. My mind was foggy and my vision blurry but nothing was missing the presence beside me.
Fearing the worst, I slowly gazed beside me with both eyes shut and then opened them to notice who I thought was beside me.

His arms were wrapped around my waist and his eyes were shut, still fast asleep. His messy hair sprawled on the pillow, his beauty catching me off guard. Memories of the night before came rushing back to me as I tried to make out what happened then.

I shook my head and squeezed my eyes shut. What the heck happened last night?!

Flashback
"I'm tired I want to sleep." I brushed him off and came closer to him again, my own body pulling itself towards him like I was running on autopilot. I felt so drawn to him that I couldn't even help it. He doesn't even have to try. But he doesn't have to know that. I'd prefer it to stay a secret.

"Yeah that's the thing..." He chuckled lightly.

"...What...?" I stopped in my tracks.

"There isn't a spare bedroom... The only bedrooms in the house are mine and DoHee's and I'm pretty sure she doesn't like company." His arms balanced against the counter behind him, his eyes boring into mine and I gulped in fear. What is he talking about?

My body stiffened, and my legs became numb. I tightly shut my eyes and shook my head.
No, no. This can't be happening right now.
Surely he isn't talking about what I think he's talking about, right?

I took a deep breath in, and then out before regaining my ability to turn around and face him again. My mind was crowded with thoughts and useless words. I'm being dramatic, I'm thinking too much about things I shouldn't.
I'm just overthinking and he probably doesn't even mean it that way! I'm just weird-minded.

With my eyes gazing into his, I opened my mouth to speak. "What do you mean by that?" I slightly tilted my head to the side and raised an eyebrow. Better to get an answer now before I find out myself later.

"We don't have another room?" He replied reluctantly, speaking to me like an idiot.

"So what? What happens then?" My hand rested on my waist and I stood firm waiting for the important answer that left his mouth.

"What do you think?" He smirked and chuckled under his breath. "I know you know what I'm talking about." He moved his feet to come closer to me and whispered in my ear.

Why do both of them do that?!

"I'll be in my room, and I'm pretty sure you're going to join too. Am I wrong?" He pulled away from my face and gazed at my blushing excuse of a face. There was no point lying saying that I'm not attracted to him in any way, because my face just proves that statement otherwise.

It was impossible to deny how attracted I have become to him recently without wanting to.
Pretty sure it's unprofessional for a boss and his worker to be romantically involved which is why I want so badly for me to get my senses back and stop feeling attracted to him.