Forever Now | M.YG

Ch 22 | Closer

A/N: These chapters are becoming too long... Longer than the usual 1200-2000 word mark.
I guess I'll have the change the chapter length to 5000 words like this 😩

Songs for this chapter
What I've Done - Linkin Park
Walking In Circles - Dead By Sunrise
Better Than Me - The Brobecks
Friendly Fire - Linkin Park
Let Down - Dead By Sunrise

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"Y/N, I'm sorry. Don't be mad at me. I know we argued yesterday but I'm sorry..." Jiyeon opened Y/N's bedroom door and apologized. Even if it wouldn't do anything.
Y/N was still sleeping and she wasn't responding to anything Jiyeon was saying to her.

Jiyeon sighed and walked out of her bedroom, closing the door behind her as she pressed her back against it. What happened yesterday wasn't supposed to happen and she felt really bad for what she said and did.
Jiyeon understands how suffocating her actions can be sometimes and that is what she wants to apologize for and hopefully clear some things up between them.

Like Y/N said, it wasn't any of Jiyeon's business that happened that night. It's Y/N's business and who she wants to tell is up to her. Even if she is her sister it still doesn't give her a right to barge into her business like that.
Although she told Y/N to move out, she didn't mean that.

Deep down Jiyeon would miss her more than anything and want her to come back immediately after her not leaving for long.
That's also what she wants to speak about. She wants to see if Y/N is still set on moving out.

All because of an argument that she couldn't prevented if she hadn't been too overprotective and clingy towards her. No one wants to see their younger sibling in danger, especially when you aren't able to do anything about it.
it's painful and she would always blame herself if something were to happen to her younger sister.

She would never forgive herself.

For now, she should leave Y/N alone and wait for her to wake up and then have a needed conversation. Hopefully, things will be cleared up then and they won't hold a grudge against each other anymore.

It was difficult to see Y/N using the silent treatment on her for the whole day. It made her realize her mistake and just how much she was hurting Y/N with her actions.
That's what made her want to apologize in the first place. But it's difficult because she can't find the right words to tell her.

What if she said the wrong things and made it all worse? Then the silent treatment would be more than before and then she doesn't speak to better for a long time after that.

Jiyeon of course doesn't want that and she vows to make sure not to say the wrong thing to her.

For now, Y/N should be left alone. If she got disturbed now of all times she'd be annoyed and grumpy for the rest of the day.

"I'll speak to you later then, Y/N." Jiyeon sighed and walked away from her younger sister's bedroom door and into the kitchen where she would prepare breakfast for everyone.

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Y/N stepped out of her room and closed the door behind her. She covered her hand with her mouth as she let out an exhausted yawn as she had only just woken up from her sleep.

She was dreading today for many reasons. One of them is having to face her sister after having a huge argument with her yesterday, and then also seeing Yoongi after what happened previously.
A part of her regretted telling him something so personal that quickly, but the other part was happy that she finally got it off her chest.
The worst thing that could've happened then was him judging her and not understanding her. However, he was both of those things and it made her more calm and peaceful mentally.