Forever Now | M.YG

Ch 7 | Second Time

Song For This Chapter
Astronomy - Conan Gray

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Start Of Flashback
It's so late... But I needed to see you.

This is all my fault.

If I had given you at least the littlest amount of support, then you might still be here with me. But I was too dumb to realize any of it.

I'm so sorry.

You looked up at the small fluorescent park and it was currently nighttime. Coming here after dark made the bittersweet memories come flooding back to you even worse than before.

This was your favorite place to go to. It didn't matter the time, you would come here without hesitation.

You would always come here, sometimes even bring me with you.

It has been years since you have been gone but I can't get over it.

You were the only person who had ever shown any type of care towards me.
You were the only person who had ever checked up on me whenever I needed it.
You always seemed to comfort me when I was feeling down.

I couldn't do the same to you. I was too blind to even notice you were struggling because of my problems.

How didn't I notice all of those times you hid away from me and never told me anything? Your feelings, how your day had gone, and everything else.

How did I not notice?

Now you're gone, and you have been for so many years that I've even lost count.

So far without you, my life has been nothing. I can't even socialize properly with other people because I don't want to feel like I'm replacing you.

How do I know they won't leave?

I wish you were still here. A part of me is glad that you're finally at peace.

All I ever wanted was for you to be happy and not live in pain every day.
I hope you know how much I miss you. Every day, every second.

Nothing is the same without you. You were the light of my life that made everything better with just your words consoling me through the hard times.

I will make sure those people pay for what they did to you. I won't let them get away with doing this to you and killing you.

Even if they didn't physically kill you, they emotionally did and nevertheless, they were still responsible for your death.

You didn't deserve what happened to you. All you ever deserved was love and support toward you. I wish you had received the same care you had given to other people. I can't help but feel guilty whenever your name is brought up.

Park Dahyeon.

End Of Flashback
After hopelessly dragging yourself out of bed this morning, you eventually made it to work on time. Your head was understandably a mess because of the lack of sleep you had last night. Your head was pounding all night and nothing you could do would make it stop.