SURGE

Thirty

SURGE
Chapter Thirty
"Please, I don't want to do this again."
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RAFE/LILY

I look up and see Lily, "Hey baby." I say with a smile before I scan through clothes in my dresser, I look behind me and see her sitting down with no smile so I change really quick.

"We need to talk."

"About what again?" I asking putting on my gold ring. "Us." I stop and look up at her. "You were being serious?"

"Yes Rafe I was being serious, if you don't stop treating me like a bitch then i'll just find someone else." she shrugs.

"What?" I say tilting my head, she nods and stands up. "Well-" she says getting cut off by Wheeze. "Can you help me with my suitcase." She says, and I look at lily then her.

"I'm busy right now, okay?" I say in a calm tone, "I can't get it to close, can you just help me?" she says looking at me then Lily.

"We will finish this conversation, go help her." Lily says, I poke my cheek with my tongue and nod. "Okay, you're not going to stay in here so come help."

She stands up and walks out behind Wheeze, I close my door and lock it. "We gotta make all of this quick, I have a lot of shit to deal with." I say climbing up the stairs.

We reach her room and I see the reason why it isn't closing.

"This is a lot of shit, you don't need this, or this." I say throwing things out that I knew she wouldn't even wear or touch.

"Rafe, let her be." Lily says frustrated, "She doesn't need useless clothes." I say continuing to throw things out.

I put my knee onto the bag and attempt to close it, "You know you can't take everything you own." I say zipping the bag up.

"I need those clothes Rafe!" she says complaining. I needed to wrap my conversation up so I didn't have time, I have a dead body in the back of my truck.

"Let's go Lily." I say walking out the room, she smiles at Wheeze but a weird smile. Okay?
And follows me out.

"We don't have much time to talk princess." I say about to unlock my door but to my surprise it's already unlocked.

LILY

I take a step back knowing what Sarah did, he turns around and glares my direction. "You think i'm stupid?" he scoffs.

"No?" I say trying to trying to move past the fact I know exactly what's going on. He smirks already knowing and grabs my neck. "Rafe." I gasp.

I look into his eyes and see him hurt and a bit angry. He had no reason to be that way.

"You're trying to leave me again?" he says taking a long deep pause, "I've done so much for you and you throw it all away."

"Rafe, I love you I really do." I say slowly as I feel the burn in my throat and my eyes getting watery.

He finally lets go and strokes my hair, "I want to everything for you, but I can't trust you." he says wiping the tear fall from my eyes, he takes a long pause looking at me before picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder.

"Please, I don't want to do this again." I yell, I try to grab onto the side of the walls but he was far too angry for me to even get a tight grip.

He throws me into a room and locks it. "No, no, no. Please." I say rattling the door. "Rafe you asshole!"

I look around and see bottles all stacked up nicely, I grab them and throw them at the door. One by one until the door unlocked and see Sarah get thrown in and the door closed again.

"Lily." Sarah says looking worried and anxious. "Rafe, please. Let's just talk." I say feeling nothing but anxiety. He doesn't answer so I start banging on the door repeatedly. "Rafe! Please!" I yell before the door opens and he grabs me out.

His grip on my arm was firm and tight, not tight to hurt me, but also not to lose for me to get out. He leads me into another room and stands infront of the door.

"Why are you doing this?" I say not even wanting to look at him. We've had arguments like this before but I was at a breaking point. He has a strong hold on me that I can't remove myself from.

"It's for us both, you know that." he says.

"No. It's not. I've been here for you when, when your father passed, ive been here for you when no one thought you were good enough. And you're proving them right! I love you and I'll always love you but I can't live like this."

I look up to him to see him confused and not in the right mind. "Lily we're not doing this right now. You're going to go back in that room and leave the room with me. We're not over." he says in a calm voice.

"You just choked me! How am I supposed to be with you when all we do is fight and fight and fight. You are not stable enough to be worrying at me, you need to worry about yourself." I say pacing back and forth.

He shakes his head and walks over to be and picks me up again, "Rafe!" I yell as he opens the door and walks across the hall to the other room. He unlocks the door and throws me back in.

"I can't live like this anymore! Please let me out!" I sob. There was no reason to cry, he didn't do anything but at that moment everything I did or try to do was useless.

"Let us out!" I say rattling the door, "Not until yall both calm down, okay." he says in the same calm tone. "Screw you!"

I walk over to Sarah who was sitting down with tears and anger. I sit next to her and lay my head onto her shoulder. "I'm so sorry if I messed up your plan." I say with a big breath out.

"I'm the one who actually messed up. It's not your fault. It's Rafe, he's more psycho."

We hear a faint voice, "Rose!" Sarah yells and stands up banging on the door. We both hear Rafe talking bad about Sarah, she hits the door with her foot. He punches the door back. "See, she's not in the right mind." he says from outside. "Shut the hell up!" Sarah yells back at him.

I sit there and grab a bottle of champagne and pop it open. "Hm." I start drinking it and accept the fact I actually might not leave. "This is awfully disgusting. Does he not have any taste." I shake my head and continue to drink it anyways.

Moments later the door unlocks and Sarah rushes out the door, Rose looks at me confused and helps me up. We both sit down at the chairs and Sarah explains everything. But it was very faint and her anxiety was horrible.

"Sarah it's going to be okay. How about y'all just have some tea. Okay?" Rose nods and hands us both tea glasses.

"Is this sweet?" I wanted to say out loud but just mumbled. "It will be alright." Rose reassured.