with all love, xoxo. (seungin, stray kids fanfic)

15 ★- flashback

(this is gonna be a flashback chapter clarifying all the things that happened during the accident and it's gonna be from seungmin's uncle's perspective, I hope you'll enjoy!! And you can also tell me your opinion on the story so far :3)

some things you need to know:

-seungmin's uncle's sister is seungmin's mother
-Nicole Yang is (as you already know) jeongin's mother (but seungmin and jeongin don't know that yet)
-Nicole Yang and seungmin's mother are best friends

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It was a cold night, surprisingly too cold, it was summer time after all and it's kind of unusual for the weather to be this cold.

I was just sitting on the couch, with a warm blanket covering my legs. The tv show I was watching was really interesting, a little too interesting. It made me focus only on the tv, completely forgetting about my surroundings.

I was home alone, as I always am. My sister already has her own house and she even got married and gave birth to a child, more precisely, a baby boy. He gets on my nerves really often, but he's still a sweetheart, a part of my family that I can't reject, it's a person that my sister cherishes the most and she always has to make sure her baby boy is okay.

My mom and dad are now grandparents, they are currently babysitting my nephew, seungmin, and they also offered to help and babysit my sister's best friends's child.... My lovely Nicole's child... it's also a baby boy with a name that sounds as cute as he looks, it's jeongin.

Jeongin also gets on my nerves a little, he's like my second nephew since my sister and Nicole spend so much time together.

But these small boys aren't the people who piss me off the most. There's one person, a person that is annoying me even more that the two babies combined. A person who I would kill if I got the chance to.

It's Nicole's husband.

I've loved her since we were little, whenever my sister and her did sleepovers at our house, I was secretly hoping she would pay attention to me and maybe even talk to me. I was so young and dumb, acting like a hopeless romantic, following Nicole like her loyal dog. She had me wrapped around her beautiful finger and wasn't even aware of it.

And this man had the audacity to just appear in her life out of nowhere, without any warnings. She was head over heels for him, and she still is. It pains me so much to see them together, I was holding back my anger and my tears at their wedding. It really hurts to see the love of your life getting married to someone else. But I must admit, she looked beautiful in that white dress, she still does. She looks beautiful in everything and at any moment. The only problem is I wasn't the one she was getting married to.

When I think about it, some girls are really simple human beings. All you need to have is the looks and the money. I guess I never had that... that's why Nicole didn't choose me.

I sometimes feel like a complete psychopath, I would do anything to get her. Anything...

The tv show was slowly coming to an end, leaving me completely speechless. I reached out to the small table near the couch, taking a cigarette that was placed on it. After a short while I realized I forgot my lighter somewhere my brain isn't able to think of.
With a deep sigh and a feeling of defeat I decided it would be better to just get some rest now. Nobody is here to scold me for not eating dinner or going to sleep in my clothes that I wear during the day, and that's the part that I love the most about living alone. I can do anything I want.