Love beyond the game(MusialaxWirtz)

Dead faces

Jamal's point of view

As we went into the bus and made our way home I clung onto Flo. He was there for me and I hated how sad this whole situation had made me. We tried we really did but in the end we still brought shame with us and lost. I know that everyone sees this differently and that there were a lot of fauls but still our skill level wasn't enough and that is what brought us out. Tomorrow we would need to start packing our bags, this fun trip was over and it doesn't matter how good and fun it started in the end it's still sad.

At the camp I was very thankful for Flo. He is there and it's nice to be able to share ur opinions with someone who experienced the same thing as you. He fell asleep after some time in my arms. His strong cologne smelling as good as usual. I loved the way he smelled. He way I felt same with him even tho I was asleep. All that simply made me value him more. I took out my phone, I felt ready to receive a bunch of hate comments but somehow there were almost none, most of them were either of people telling me that they loved me or of people telling me how good I played. It felt good. It felt great to know that even tho we lost as a team we still had the support of the Germans. With that thought I slowly drifted into a sleeping state.

As I woke up the space next to me was free and I could see Flo coming out of the shower. He looked sad. He hugged him in an attempt to get him some spirit sadly it didn't work. I then changed and we went to breakfast. Also at breakfast it unusually quiet. Usually people would quite literally have to be screaming to be able to understand each other but today, today we could hear each other drinking. Also the trainers looked dead especially Julian. The way he always feels with him team is truly amazing. The is the best trainer Germany has had in a long time. I know I will miss this even tho it's always short it's still always the best time of the year.

After breakfast we had a discussion and talked with Julian Nagelsmann about what we could have done better and the went into the pool one last time. In the evening some of us already made their way home. Me and Flo would go tomorrow.

As Flo,Kai, Robert, Joshua, David  and me were sitting here we had to get drunk one last time. It was the last evening it wouldn't matter if our head would pain tomorrow we had to go over board with alcohol. As we were all completely drunk and listening to a story of how Kai broke up with his ex I couldn't help but stare at Flos legs. The way they looked in this light really got me hard. I thought I could just forget about it but that didn't seem to work . I tried my best by hiding it but David had to look there in the exact moment I move my hand and noticed. I saw him looking at me with a questionable expression. I signaled him to follow me into the bathroom.

" Bro Jamal what the fuck man? Do you like Flo?"

" Bro just can't tell, please promise."

" Yea gottu ur secret is safe with me trust!"

" Ya he's so hot like his arms,his legs, his voice, his personality, his smell, and in general simply everything about him is hot."

" Okay then calm down there didn't need that many details. So are you guys together? Does he know?"

This question made me think. I knew Flo didn't want people to know and I don't him get into to trouble so my safest option would be to lie.
" We are not together. He doesn't even know. In his eyes we are just good friends."

" Well look man I don't know about you but if I was you I would tell him. Just go for it shoot ur shot. I mean I don't know if he swings that way but if we does then he'll hell ya go for you trust."

" Thanks."

" Ya no worries gottu. Imma leave now so you can fix ur little problem there."