Love beyond the game(MusialaxWirtz)

I deserved a better goodbye

Florian's point of events

As I made my way home I quickly called Jamal.

"Hey Jamal what are you doing?"

" Nothing much you know I booked the restaurant and called everyone. I felt like Maultaschen so I booked a German restaurant."

" Ok see you my love."

" Byee."

I felt the anxiety rise up my veins . Before I tried to convince myself that I was doing this not only for me but also for us but that wasn't true I know that and I also know that lying to myself won't make this any easier.

I arrived at our apartment. I made my way inside and hugged Jamal.

" Flo hey is something wrong? You can tell me we'll get through this no matter what it is but honey you need to tell me."

" I can't it'll hurt you I know."

" Tell me we'll figure out a way to deal with it together but tell me please."

" Okay so some days ago I got an offer from two football clubs and they both want me to come play for them."

" Well what that amazing."Jamal went up to hug him he didn't need to know that he already knew about it.

" I also think so. So today I went and accepted one of the offers."

" That's great which one did you accept?" He asked even though he was like almost 100 percent sure that it was Bayern.

" I accepted the offer from FC Barcelona." I said looking at him and seeing his bright smile disappearing from his normally continuously smiling eyes.

" What you accepted the offer from Spain."

" Ya I know that this is a big step but look we'll get through this. Come on trust in us."

" What do you mean trust in us. You had two offers. One of them quite literally allowing you to play in the same club as your boyfriend and you decided to go for the other one which is in a different country. You made me turn down my offer to go play in England in the country I was quite literally raised in and now you're going to just go and play in Spain a country which has nothing to do with you."

" Look I get that you're mad but I didn't make you turn down that offer that was your choice. I had nothing to do with it. So don't blame it on me."

" What do you mean nothing to do with it. I did it for you."

" Well I never asked you to do it. No I never asked you to do such a thing and I can't believe how you turn such an amazing chance for me into a story about your self. You know what Jamal you are a self centered asshole."

" You know mean that."

" Oh yes I do I can't believe how I stayed with you for so long. All you care about is yourself that's it. You think your something special well news flash your not the only youngster who's good in football. Your not even good your mediocre."

" Flo go fuck your self. I didn't take all the chance to change clubs so I could be here for you. I love you Flo. But all you do is care about your life, your priorities, your success. You flirt with anyone who is beneficial to you, you whore."

With that Jamal went into his room and started packing.

" What are you doing now Jamal?"

" I don't need to let myself get put down form you so you can feel better. Flo I really thought we were something special. Something forever."

" Well I guess you're wrong. Who would want to be with such a self centered bitch like you are."

" I am leaving I don't need to give this to myself. Have fun Florian. I hope your new club will make you happy."

With that he left and I sat down. I can't believe what had just happened. Did we break up? I don't know but I also didn't know that Jamal thinks about me that way. I thought he loved me well looks like he never did. Why am I so stupid why did I trust him. He is a self centered bitch I hate him.

I had originally planned to make my way to Spain in 2 weeks but I knew that once it all started coming back to me I'd be a total wreck so I quickly booked my flight and an hotel and made my way to the airport. I cancelled all our friends with some lame excuse. I had to. I couldn't stay here I knew that. The problem was I knew myself too good. I boarded my flight. I would probably come back once more but my home stopped being my home hours ago.

When the plane took off I couldn't hold it in. My tears kept on flowing down my cheeks. It was over. This chapter off my life was over. I thought we'd be forever. I was so stupid for letting someone into my life. I should have remembered the last time I let someone into it. I thought this would be different. I was wrong. I should have expected to be wrong but no I was a fool. I was a fool for you Jamal and you made me one. I fell into your trap and it broke me. Even though this showed ne your true colors I was on my way, on my way to start a new chapter. One where I'd only be focusing on me because I know I have potential and I got to use it and waste it on someone like Jamal who was just jealous off me.