Love beyond the game(MusialaxWirtz)

The right one will always stay

Jamal's view point

I had left. I left him. How could he say such a thing. How could he do such a thing. I thought we were endgame. I told my sister about him. We lived together and for what. For it all to end overnight.

As I left our home I knew there was only one person who I wanted to see and that was Thomas. He was always there for me like an older brother. As I knocked on his door tears were flowing from my eyes. He opened the door and took one look at me and embraced me into a deep hug. I needed this. Lisa came and also hugged me tight. With them I felt safe. As we sat on the couch together and drank some tea I explained everything. I honestly still couldn't believe it myself. If you'd have asked me some days ago about Flo I would have said that we were each others endgame but now I already feel weird calling him Flo. We weren't us anymore Wusiala was over it was just two players playing for the same national team now. No relation what so ever.

" He hurt me. I would have never expected for him to do such a an awful act but no he did it and he did it on purpose. I would have trusted him with my life."

" Bambi  it's okay let it out. You will find someone better no worries."

" But I don't want anyone else I want him. I only want him."

" Baby sweetie but you can't have him. But that's okay. This is a part of growing up. Losing people you love."Lisa said while stroking Jamal's hair slowly trying to calm down the younger.

" But we were meant for each other."

" Sweetie the right one will always stay."

" He was my world. I don't want this."

" You're a strong man now. I practically watched you grow up Jamal I know it will be hard at first but you'll push through it and in the end the right one will come and they'll stay. Now I think it's time for you to go to bed. Come on Thomas let's give him some privacy. The bed room is already set up. Stay as long as you need."

With that they left and Jamal got bed ready. As he was laying in bed scrolling on his phone trying to distract his thoughts he landed on an edit of Flo. Why did everything bad have to look so good. How could he just end us. All the moments we shared. I left my bed and went outside to look at the stars. They always shine weather it's a good or bad day. They reminded me of him. It's making me cry thinking of him. Maybe I'd change someday but today wasn't that day. I need you tell something. Please Flo, please come back.

I took out my phone and texted him. I know that this was very weak of me but I am weak. I can't live without him. I need him, he's my world. He brings out the best in me. He is my best side and I lost it, I lost my best side and it's all my fault. If I would have just supported him he wouldn't have gotten mad and we would still have been together. Why, why did I do that.

"I know we just ended things today, but I can't believe it's really over. I don't even know how to breathe without you. I keep thinking maybe you'll call and tell me it was a mistake, that you didn't mean it. It's like I'm waiting for you to change your mind, even though deep down, I know you won't. I don't know how to let go of someone who's been my whole world. Please, tell me it's not really the end... I don't know what to do without you."
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"I can't believe this is happening. Just this morning, we were still 'us,' and now everything feels so empty. How do you go from being someone's everything to being nothing at all in one day? I keep reaching for my phone, hoping you'll text me like always, like maybe this is just a bad dream. I don't know how to be okay without you... I honestly don't think I can be."

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"I don't get it... I've texted you a few times, and you haven't even responded. I know we're done, but how can you just ignore me like I never mattered? It's only been hours, and it already feels like you've erased me from your life. I'm sitting here hurting, and it's like you don't even care. I just don't understand how you can be okay with this while I'm falling apart."
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