Escapism.

18

Alora

„I'm leaving..." i got up to walk trough the door.
„Alora wait" He walks over to me attempting to hold me by my hand.

„Don't touch me Jayden"
„A-alora..."

„don't ever text me. Don't call me, block my number and never think about showing up to any of my trainings again. If Karo is not there you won't be there. If so I will call the police...g-got it ?" I look at him with watery eyes, he just nods. I turn around and leave the apartment.

Why now ?

I make my way back to my car and drive home immediately. While driving I blast music out loud.

My body is filled with emotions I can't explain.
My heart races like crazy making me rethink my choice to drive...

„call incoming" i look over to my car display and see that Sophie is calling me.

I pick up.

„Hello?"
„Y-yes?" i wipe away my tears.
„Alora are you crying ?"
„no"
„where are you?"
„I'm on my way home...Sophie what's up?"
I just want to hang up the call so I can keep on cry on my Steering wheel.
„No you goin-"
„NO, you're going to tell me what you want and I'll hang up...I'll tell you later what is going on okay ? Right now I just want my quietness and peace" I crash out on Sophie.
„Its all good I just wanted to ask why you left without me"

I Brake as hard as I can. I forgot that Sophie doesn't have a Car right now.
I make a turn in the middle of the road and drive back to school.

I wipe the tears on my cheek.
„I'm coming, I forgot"
„It's aight, i'll wait here"

I arrived at the school in five minutes, Sophie seats herself on the Passenger seat before trowing her bag in the backseat.
I smile a little to make it seem that I cooled down. Starting the car, Sophie looks over to me.
„So what's up?"
„Nothing, I just had a crash out bc Zenovia is stressing me...and you called at the wrong timing"

„okay that's reasonable"

„Call incoming (Jayden)"

I hang up the call.

Is he insane ?

„Alora...are you deadass?"
„I don't know why he is calling me"
„Yea ? That's why his name is saved in your phone and he can call you even tho your phone is set ass 'do not disturb ?'..."

„No...first...my phone is not on do it disturb, second of all, I don't want him and I made it clear to him"

Sophie takes my phone and blocks his number.
„If that's the chase...don't unblock him..." I look at her with stress in my face.
„And don't you dare unblock him Alora, I dare you...I don't want you to make the same mistakes again. You are so much better than this freak"

„Sophi-"
„NO ALORA...YOU ARCHIVED SO MUCH IN YOUR LIFE, so so much...you've come so far to make an Jayden Jackson mess you mentality like he did six years ago"

Full of shame I face the street with watery eyes.

„I'll not let some nobody mess my sister up like that ever again. Do you hear me ?" I nodd.

Sophie's voice begins to crack, making me face her and see that she is crying.
„Are you crying?"
„Yes, Alora...these six years i did everything in my power to make you get over him...you are even lucky that you got your Graduation even after everything. You might felt horrible...but i felt so much worse. Do you know how it mentally drained me because of what he did to you?,
Sixteen, pregnant and a dude who doesn't care, so much that even when you lost the child...he didn't care"

„I by near lost you to an overdose..."

That gave me the rest. I drive to the side of the rode before starting to burst out in tears.
„I'm so sorry Sophie" I lay my head down on the steering wheel and wet it with my tears.

„ALORA wake up"

„ALORA..."

„ALO-..." everything goes dark.

Is it over now...?

...?