Anxious

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Kylies POV

My alarm blares my favourite song aka my own song Red from my new fucking movie!! I usually hate alarms and just snooze them but today is press day and I'm waking up to my own harmonious song, today's going to be fun. The first thing I do is jump in the shower making sure to blast my favourite songs, good vibes in the morning leads to good vibes throughout the day. When I get out of the shower I put on a robe and sit at my hotel vanity to do my skin care, theres a knock on my door and in comes my team to get ready for today.

"Press day bitches!" I laugh as they hand me my iced coffee, thank god, even though I said I didn't mind getting up this early for a press day does not mean I can do it without coffee. About 2 hours later I'm ready to go so I decide to go across the hall to my beautiful girlfriend Malia's room, I knock quickly before coming in,

"Maliaaaaa!!" I call out as I round the corner to find her ready to go but just sitting on her bed,

"Um girl what are you doing?" I laugh but I know how anxious Malia will be about today,

"I'm just tired thats all" She smiles at me,

"How much sleep did you get last night?" I sit down next to her,

"A couple hours" She says but I can tell she is lying by the way she looks away and her leg shakes,

"Did you take your meds?" I grab her hand,

"Yeah" She sighs,

"Hey, today will be fun" I squeeze her hand,

"Yea I know.. I just- what if I embarrass myself" She looks at me with her teary eyes,

"You won't Mal, I promise" I push a loose strand of hair behind her ear,

"How can you know though! I could spoil the movie or-"

"Well I'll be there to stop you!" I laugh,

"What if- What if people figure us out" She says in a quiet voice,

"Who cares, nothing is official until we confirm it and would it really be the worst thing?" I say,

"I'm not ready to be out yet Kylie, I'm sorry" Malia sniffs,

"Hey it's okay I get it" I pull her into my grace,

"You know I do love you though I- I just I don't know-"

"Mal it is okay baby, I get it" I rub her back slowly,

"Now stop crying or else you'll ruin your gorgeous makeup" I chuckle and wipe her tears,

"Girls out in 5" The producer knocks on the door,

"Coming!" I call out,

"Okay good, let's go" I stand up still holding her hand, she gets up behind me and we go down to get into the van with Ruby, Josh, Peder, Morgan and Dara. Everyone is talking yet throughout the chaos I can't help but watch Malia aimlessly stare at her lap knowing all the thoughts racing in her head.

"Kyliee!" Ruby waves her hand infant of my face,

"Huh?" I blink,

"You were zoned out staring at your girlfriend" Joshua laughs,

"I wasn't but okay" I pretend to scoff and roll my eyes, no one actually knows about Malia and I but they all like to tease,

"Oh my god turn this up!" Morgan asks the driver as she hears the song Super Bass, everyone starts singing loudly so in the chaos I grab Malia's hand and rub my thumb across the back of her hand. She looks up at me smiling and before I start lip syncing Nickis rap making her laugh. The rest of the car ride was everyone singing along to the radio and by the time we arrive at the interview place it almost seems all of Malia's anxiety is gone as she laughs and sings along. We drive into the buildings carpark and get out of the car all together,

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