Malia And Kylie Oneshots

Cool About It

Kylies POV

Malia and I had broken up a month ago, it was the hardest decision of my life but it had to happen. Malia was struggling and I wasn't helping, her insecurities had gotten the better of her and no matter how hard I tried it almost seemed I made it worse. We would get in constant fights that ended in her breaking down, she refused to go to therapy and it was all too much. I know being in a relationship means to commit to someone but I did not take the decision lightly. It was taking a hard toll on me and I was no help to her if I stayed around as it was breaking me too. Today I was out at a cafe and I saw her, I knew she wasn't right. 

"Hey" I smile as I walk up to her,

"Hi" She breathes out, the same dark bags around her eyes, the same uneasy tone in her voice,

"It's good to see you" I say,

"Yeah it's been a while" She purses her lips,

"So how is work going? Got any parts coming up?" I ask,

"Kind of, I did a few auditions, how about you?" She asks,

"I've been more focusing on my music and dance" I reply,

"Oh thats cool" She smiles,

"What about school? How's that going?" I ask,

"Yeah it's going good, I'm set to graduate soon" She hums,

"So, how are you?" I ask,

"I'm good" She smiles, clearly lying but I let her,

"It's nice to see how good you're doing" I say, even though I know it isn't true.

"Yeah thanks" She taps her fingers against her leg,

"Oh right well I should probably go" She says,

"Malia" I grab her arm and she stares at me,

"How about we talk?" I ask,

"Kylie-"

"We don't have to talk about it, we could just go for a walk? I could help you practise for an audition?" I say,

"I don't know" She sighs,

"Please?" I ask,

"Okay, lets go back to mine" She nods,

"Great" I smile and let go of her arm, we walk in silence along the street until we get into her apartment,

"Is it cool if I go to the bathroom?" I ask,

"Yeah" She smiles,

"Thanks" I get up and go into her bathroom, I shut the door behind me and open up her cupboards, straight away I see all the pills, all prescriptions she is taking,

"Jesus" I mutter,

"Is everything okay?" Malia knocks on the door,

"Yeah!" I call out as I go to grab a bottle, it drops out of my hands and breaks open on the floor,

"Kylie?" Malia opens the door and her eyes widen at the sight,

"Are you serious?!" She yells,

"It was an accident" I say as I pick them up,

"You were snooping!" She says,

"I wasn't! I just- You said you were better!" I argue,

"I-I am!" She splutters,

"What are all the pills then?" I ask,

"None of your business!" She shuts her cupboard,

"Malia you aren't helping yourself" I say,

"God Kylie just get out of my head!" She yells,

"I can't help it!" I stand up,

"Well just try stop it!" She says,

"I can't pretend to act like I can't read your mind!" I say,

"you drive me insane!" She groans,

"You need to get proper help" I say,

"I tried, I tried for you" She says,

"I know you did Malia" I grab her hands,

"Then why can't we be together?" She asks,

"Because you gave up trying" I sigh,

"That is not fair you do not understand how hard it is!" She yanks her hands out of mine,

"No I don't but I understand how fucking toxic we are when you're like this" I say,

"Like this!? You're acting like I have a choice!" She yells,

"But you do have a choice!" I say,

"It's hard Kylie, it kills me" She says, I can tell by her tone she is on the verge of tears,

"Malia I can't be with you like this, it's not right, you're not okay" I say,

"Please don't leave me" She cries,

"I can't do this, I'm sorry" I hug her,

"Don't fucking do that then!" She shoves me off her,

"Don't pretend to care! Don't ask to hangout then snoop through my shit! Don't tell me you can't be with me then hug me!" She yells tears now running down her face,

"I still love-

"DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE!" She screams,

"I'll see you later" I sigh and she crumbles to the ground in tears,

"I love you" I say before leaving the bathroom, I hear her loud sobs as she talks to herself. I want to be with her, I love her. I just can't. She isn't going to get better if I just fold under her, she has to learn the hard way.

Sorry I've only been posting shitty drafts, I had my practice exam today, def flopped but not long till I am back fully....