Malia And Kylie Oneshots

Separated Pt.3

Malia's POV

Once we reach my house it's around 11 so we just go straight to my room, I give Kylie some of my pyjamas because we aren't bothered t unpack her bag, 

"Are you hungry?" I ask once we are changed,

"Not really, I'm just happy to be here with you" Kylie smiles as she hugs me,

"When did you last eat Ky?" I hug her back,

"That doesn't matter right now" She sighs,

"It does, you need to remember to take care of yourself" I say,

"I am, I just want to be in your arms, I've missed you" She says,

"I'll go get you some food"  I pull back but she grips onto my arm,

"Please don't leave me again" She begs,

"It's okay, I'll just be 5 seconds" I say,

"Please" She starts to cry,

"Oh Ky" I pull her back into my embrace, holding her tightly until she stops crying,

"You can come with me to get food, but we just have to be quiet so we don't wake up the baby" I kiss her forehead,

"Okay" She sniffs and grabs onto my arm as I lead her out to the kitchen, I opt for an easy meal so I just get some cereal, I'll maker her a proper meal tomorrow,

"Why is there so much baking around here?" Kylie asks,

"Because Malia stress bakes" Ivory literally emerges from the dark making me jump,

"Jesus christ! Ivory!" I groan,

"Sorry" She laughs,

"Hello Ms Ivory" Kylie says,

"Hey Kylie" Ivory replies,

"So why you been stress baking?" Kylie asks,

"Do you wanna try some of it?" I ask,

"Okay" She smiles and I put some cookies in the microwave to heat it up, 

"Eat your dinner" I say and Kylie huffs before she starts eating her cereal,

"You gave your guest cereal for dinner?" Ivory laughs,

"Yes I did. Ivory don't you have school tomorrow? This is definitely past your bed time" I say,

"Yea whatever goodnight Kylie, goodnight weirdo" Ivory says before retreating back to her room,

"Night" Kylie replies, 

"Okay I'm done" Kylie shows me the now empty bowl,

"Good" I grab the now warm cookies and put them in front of Kylie,

"Why have you never baked for me before, these are fucking good!" Kylie says mouth half full,

"What?! I bake for you all the time!" I say,

"Not like this!" She says,

"Well it's um probably just the special Canadian ingredients" I shrug and Kylie continues to eat,

"Okay lets go" I grab the empty dishes and put them in the sink before we go back to my room,

"So are you going to tell me now why you've been stress baking?" Kylie asks as we get into bed,

"I haven't" I say as I pull her into my arms,

"Malia, tell the truth" She says,

"Fine, the truth is, I am worried about you Kylie" I say,

"Why?" She asks,

"You know why" I sigh,

"I was just missing you that's all, I'm fine now" She says,

"Yeah but we can't always be together Ky" I say,

"Why not?" She asks,

"Because-"

"I'm kidding, I know" She wraps her arms around me and pulls me closer,

"I-I don't know what is wrong with me" She cries,

"All I know is that everything is better when I'm with you, I don't know why it feels that way and it makes me so frustrated because it isn't fair on you" She says,

"Kylie-"

"It's just whenever you're gone it feels like the whole world is against me, everything that I used to like becomes shitty and everything that used to be shitty becomes even shittier. It feels like when I'm at home my body feels like it's aching to be home even though I'm already there. It makes no fucking sense what is even happening which is why it makes no sense when I'm explaining it" She cries into my arms,

"All I ever want or crave is to be in your presence but I feel like a burden. I can't control my emotions, I'm a mess, I'm scared to be alone. I know I need help and I know this isn't healthy but I don't know how to get it because I don't know what's wrong with me" She says,

"I feel guilty and pathetic that I'm struggling because I have so much to be grateful for, I can't bring myself to take care of me. I haven't been eating, showering or sleeping properly because I feel like nothing when I'm not around you" She admits

"Kylie, all your feelings are valid, you are allowed to feel emotion, never feel guilty about feeling something" I hug her tightly,

"I-I just can't live without you Malia" She sobs,

"I know, I know baby" I rub her back,

"I'm coming back to LA, permanently. We can get you the help you need, I can help you through this Kylie"

"No that isn't fair-"

"Kylie. I am not going to leave you to struggle, let me be here for you and help you. I don't care about leaving Vancouver, my Mom is busy with the new baby, Ivory has school, they don't need me here but you need me in LA" I say,

"I-I'm just a burden" She cries,

"No you aren't, never ever say that Kylie, you are no burden, I love you so much" I kiss her forehead,

"But-"

"You're not going to change my mind Kylie, my Mom has already been looking for apartments there anyway, I need to be in LA for my career" I say,

"You're really going to move back?" She sniffs,

"Yes, I'll fly back with you and stay with you, we can get you the help you need and I'll also look at apartments" I say,

"I love you Malia" She leans up and kisses me,

"Now try get some sleep, please?" I say as I help her get comfy,

"Goodnight Kylie" I say,

"Goodnight Malia" She replies.

There's gonna be one more part for this, that will come out soon. Sorry it took me ages to write this, I was just stuck on how to write it.