Boy For A Day Pt.2

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Kylies POV

To summarise the last 2 weeks, it's been a total shit show. Malia has ignored not only me but everyone in the cast, she has called in sick for everything work related, no one has heard from her. Josh organised a lunch for the whole cast, apparently Malia actually read it so at least we know she is alive but other than that she hasn't even opened any of my messages, I feel horrible, I know I shouldn't have gone about it the way I did but at least I didn't give her any false hope?

"Okay I'm sorry but where the fuck is Malia?" Ruby says after we have been waiting at the restaurant for 15 minutes, everyone was here but her, again.

"Yeah all the producers told me was that she was sick but if she was just sick why hasn't she text anyone?" Dara says,

"Has she talked to you Kylie?" Peder asks, I almost physically feel the guilt wash through my body again,

"N-No" I say,

"Are you hiding something?" Ruby asks,

"Yeah were you not going out for lunch the day before she went awol?" Dara asks,

"We didn't end up going" I say,

"But you did see her" Morgan says,

"I um did" I clear my throat,

"Kylie what happened." Ruby asks,

"We had a little fight" I lie,

"What happened." Ruby narrows her eyes at me,

"Okay fine, I will tell you, but you can not tell her I told you!" I say,

"Girl I don't know if you've noticed but none of us have talked to her since, I don't think you need to worry about that" Morgan says,

"Well basically after the whole boy for a day music video I noticed Malia was acting weird so I asked her to come over before that lunch" I pause,

"And she told me she has uh feelings for me" I say and I feel my face flush red,

"Oh my god are you guys dating!? I thought you told me she wasn't gay?" Ruby says,

"No. I um told her that I didn't like her back" I say,

"So she's snobbing all of us because you don't like her back? That's kinda shitty it isn't your fault" Peder says,

"Kylie how exactly did you tell her this?" Morgan asks,

"Not very well" I admit,

"Kylie what the hell did you say to her!?" Morgan asks,

"Well um I told her that I was just messing around when I flirted with her" I say,

"And?" Dara asks,

"And she tried to leave and for some fucking reason I made her come back just to tell her I used to have a silly crush on her and that I thought it was stupid so I just ignored it until I saw her as a friend again" I groan,

"Jesus Kylie why?" Josh sighs,

"She basically told me I used her to promote my song and that I broke her heart" I say as I feel tears spill out my eyes, 

"I-I wish I could take it back, I really do. But she won't even talk to me" I cry,

"Why did you lie?" Ruby asks,

"For fuck sake it isn't a lie, you know that Ruby! I truely did have feelings for her" I say,

"I know that but why are you lying now? I don't know if you have some internalised homophobia but to me it still seemed like you like her" Ruby says,

"What are you saying?" I ask,

"Well obviously they are your own feelings but I don't know, it seems impossible to get rid of a crush on someone and continue to flirt and even kiss them" Ruby says,

"Just stop pushing away your feelings and take some time to think Ky. Talk to someone, a professional. Figure out what you feel and tell her. If you don't like her then things will be awkward at first but they'll get better, if you do like her then you can explore that, but do not play with her heart again Kylie" Morgan says. 

And that's what I did. I canceled my plans for the rest of the month and took the time to think, to really think. I went to talk to a couple of therapists and I found out new things about myself. 

I'm bisexual and I still like Malia Baker.

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It's now been 3 months, I had reached out to Malia's Mom who let me know Malia was back in Vancouver. Apparently Malia had started talking to the others again but not often. I'd seen a few instagram stories of from Ivory and Momona but that's about it. We were having a table read today for Descendants 6 and it was honestly a mystery to everyone if she was going to show or not, all I knew was that there was a chance I could talk to her again. I was picking up Ruby on the way, my anxiety was through the roof, but I was also excited.

"Hey Ky!" Ruby jumps into my car,

"You excited?" She asks as I start driving,

"For the table read, I guess" I say,

"I meant for you know who" She says,

"For Malia I am excited yes" I say,

"Nervous?" She asks,

"Extremely" I admit,

"It'll be okay, do you have your paper?" She asks, we had drafted up exactly what I was going to say to her, 

"Always in my pocket" I laugh, we arrive at the studio and everyone is already there, except Malia.

"Kylieeee!" Morgan hugs me,

"Hey Morgan" I hug her back,

"Do you know if she's coming?" I ask and she shakes her head, we all take our seats and are about to begin when the door opens and Malia walks in. My jaw almost drops open. Had it really been 3 months? She said hi to everyone and took her seat, right next to me.

"Hi" I say,

"Hey" She smiles at me, fuck. We start the table read and I keep messing up my lines, I can't do it with her next to me,

"Okay jesus lets just take a break" The producer sighs after I mess up for the 100th time,

"Malia um can we talk?" I ask,

"Yeah" She says and we go into one of the spare rooms,

"So um how have you been?" I ask nervously,

"I've been good" She says,

"Have you read any of my messages?" I ask,

"Yeah I have" She says,

"I just I'm sorry Malia, I-I don't know what was wrong with me, I regret-"

"Kylie I forgive you" She says,

"What?" I ask,

"I forgive you" She sighs,

"really?" I say,

"Yes, I talked to some people and I was able to move on " She says,

"Y-You moved on?" My voice cracks,

"Yeah and I'm sorry for ignoring you I just needed to focus on myself, but I want to be your friend again because I do miss what we had, only if you're comfortable with it though" She smiles,

"Yeah uh um totally!" I bite my lip,

"I'm so glad" She hugs me,

"Me too" I say as I hold back my tears, I was too fucking late. I ruined my chance.

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