.. angst..
Kylies POV
All the cast is just hanging out in Ruby's hotel room chilling watching a movie, Malia and I are cuddled up on the couch.
"You guys are never going to beat the dating allegations" Ruby laughs,
"How do you know they're just allegations?" I smirk,
"I KNEW IT" Peder jumps out of his seat, I laugh but when I look at Malia's face I can tell she is freaking out,
"I- I'm going to the bathroom" Malia quickly gets up and leaves the room,
"Chill I'm joking, of course they're just rumours" I laugh and get up to follow Malia,
"Suree" Ruby rolls her eyes, I hope Malia is alright I mean clearly I was just kidding around but she can be sensitive. I find the bathroom and open it to her sitting on the floor,
"That's pretty unsanitary babe" I close the door behind me and sit next to her,
"I was just joking around Mal" I grab her hand and stroke it gently,
"I know" She sighs,
"I do think we should tell them though, at some point I mean they're our friends and I feel bad keeping this secret from them" I say,
"I want to tell them, I do" Malia squeezes my hand,
"Well then why don't we?" I ask,
"You know why Kylie" Malia says in a faint whisper,
"But you know they will support us, they're our friends. I just don't understand what you are scared of" I say,
"Maybe because no one knows I'm even gay? You don't understand you are already out-"
"Then come out" I say, I know its a dangerous edge that I'm standing on but sometimes Malia needs a push,
"It's not the right time. Everything already too much, I can't deal with this right now" She says,
"What do you mean deal with this? You mean deal with us?" I feel myself start to get heated,
"I don't mean us. I mean everything with the movie coming out and all the interviews and events I have enough on my plate, I can't handle also coming out" She says,
"It doesn't have to be to the world Malia, just your friends and family" I say,
"Don't you think people will judge? I am 2 years younger than you, I'm not even 18" She says,
"Seriously you care about that?! Why are you such a goodie two shoes it isn't illegal ya know!" I scoff,
"Kylie this isn't fair" She says,
"No! you know what isn't fair? I have to keep my entire world a secret to everyone! I want people to know you are mine, I want people to be happy for us and you won't let me!" I scream back at her,
"Lower your voice, telling everyone doesn't change anything, I don't understand why this is just all of a sudden such a huge issue" She says,
"Because I am sick of it, I don't want to be some little dirty secret to you! If you aren't gay then say it don't just use me! I am a real person not some fucking dyke experiment!" I yell, I realise I have gone too far when I look into Malia's eyes,
"Thanks Kylie" She murmurs before getting up and leaving the bathroom,
"Mal" I get up to follow her but when I open the door everyone is there,
"Holy shit" Josh's jaw drops,
"Oh fuck" I fully curse myself out in my head, how stupid was I?!
"How much of that did you hear?" I wince,
"All of it." Peder laughs,
"Go and get Malia you idiot!" Ruby shoves me towards the door,
"And don't fuck it up again." Josh yells, I quickly make my way to Malias room and go in,
"Get out!" Malia yells at me which definitely takes me off guard, she never yells.
"Malia please, let me explain myself" I beg,
"I think you quite clearly explained everything already" She scoffs as she starts shoving stuff in her suitcase,
"What are you doing??" I grab her arm and she flinches back, I look at her face, tears streaming down her face,
"Leave me alone Kylie! I've finished my so called 'dyke experiment'!" She continues packing her bag,
"Malia I didn't mean it, I just got caught up in the argument!" I try to grab her again but this time she weakly shoves me back before falling to the ground sobbing. I quickly rush to grab her and pull her into my lap, she tries to resist me but is too weak,
"I didn't use you!" She sobs,
"I know, I didn't mean that" I say softly to try to calm her down,
"G-Get off me" She tries to resist me but is too weak, I hear her breaths start to quicken and her body begins to shake,
"Hey! Hey Mal it's okay baby, slow down!" I feel her squeeze my arm tightly as she tries to stop her anxiety attack,
"Malia I love you please just calm down, it's okay! I don't care if you don't come out please just try to breathe!" I hold her tightly trying to keep her body steady,
"It's okay Malia just breathe honey" I wipe the tears off her face and rock her back and fourth, slowly her breathing becomes slower as she starts to calm down,
"I'm sorry I said that stuff Malia" I kiss her forehead,
"I'm sorry I haven't come out" She sniffs,
"No, you don't need to be sorry for that, I shouldn't have pushed it" I hug her tighter,
"Well they all probably know now anyways, thanks to you loud mouth" Malia chuckles between her sniffles,
"I'm sorry" I sigh,
"It's okay" She sits up a little before kissing me, I kiss her back and she starts to deepen the kiss, both of us emotionally exhausted melt into the kiss,
"Okur that's enough" Ruby coughs and Malia jumps off me,
"What the fuck creeps!" I say,
"Sorry but it's tea!" Josh laughs,
"Well so... you are dating?" Peder asks,
"No?"I say,
"Wait what?" He looks at us confused,
"Oh my god you are an idiot" I laugh,
"Okay well I am ready for sleep" Josh yawns,
"Wait!" Malia stands up,
"I just wanted to say, I'm sorry for not telling you guys. I was scared you'd judge-"
"Because Kylies a predator?" Peder snorts,
"HEY!" I yell,
"Anyways, it's alright girl, I'd say we knew anyways" Ruby laughs,
"Okay get out goodnight" I shoo them away and lock the door,
"Thank god" I sigh,
"Predator" Malia laughs at me,
"Don't call me that!" I groan.
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