It's you

Chapter 36

Becky's pov

'Papa Heng'

'miss Rebecca, I hope this is our last meeting'

This was the only thing inside my head while I was punching the punching bag. Fuck.

I don't know why, when the kids called him papa, i got jealous. I was so fucking jealous. I felt like that should be me.

And the way Freen talked only angered me more. Why does she talk like she have a fucking grudge on me.

Fucking Heng.

Asshole.

"Bec, slow down will you?" I heard Irin's voice. I turned around and saw her walking towards me

"What happened??" She asked. Irin went out to meet the lawyer for the will and documents.

"Nothing, how was the meeting with the lawyer" i asked

"It went well" she said and sighed

"What took you so long though " i asked her, cause she told me she would be back by 4 and it's 7

"Nothing, I just had an accident " she said

"Wait what" i asked

"It's nothing Becky, i accidentally hit someone. The person didn't have that much of an injury just a sprain but.." she paused

"But what" i asked

"When I was trying to get her bag, she also bent down and we collided resulting in she tripping and falling back and breaking her bone" she said

"I took her to the hospital, and informed her family" she said and smiled.

"Why are yous smiling gummy bear" i asked, after her dad's death this was the first time I saw her smile.

"It's just, she was the crush inwas taking about" she said and paused.

"The cute doctor one" i asked and she nodded

"she was so handsome and cute, it was difficult to take my eyes away from her" she said and a smile appeared on my face.

"Handsome??? Cute??? " I asked to confirm that's what i heard and she nodded.

"Oh my god gummy bear, don't tell me that doctor stole your heart" i asked and she blushed.

"Now I wanna see her badly, I wanna see the doctor who stole the heart of my gummy bear" I said and she blushed. Oh god.

"Well, I gave her my number before leaving, so if she contacts me, I will take you with me to meet her" she said.

"Okay deal, you promised me. Don't go back on your words" I said and she nodded.

"What's for dinner, I'm starving " she asked

"I didn't cook, why don't we go out to eat" i asked and she nodded.

"Sounds good, go and shower first. Will wait for you in the living room" she said and went out. I went to take a shower too.

Freen's pov

"Good night sweetheart, mama loves you" I said and planted a kiss on Lily's head. She smiled and closed her eyes and slept. Both Oli and lilly were too tired so they slept after dinner easily. Heng is staying with Noey in the hospital and me and Nam came home with the kids.

"Did they sleep" asked Nam and i nodded. I sat beside her and took my glass of wine. I started to relax as the wine went inside my body.

"Are you thinking about Becky" Nam asked and i nodded. She sighed.

"I know i shouldn't Nam, but look how Oli and lily are attached to her, they met once and they are too attached" I started to ramble.

"Shhh relax okay" Nam said.

"I'm trying" I said. She held me close to her. I took a heavy breath and started to relax.

"You feeling better" she asked and i nodded.

"Now talk" she said. I sighed.

"It was so beautiful, Nam. It was so beautiful to see them together and Becky taking care of them. The way lilly and Oli is comfortable around her and sees her as dada. The way Becky comforted lilly and made her feel safe" i choked a tear.

"Even though it was a brief moment, it was so beautiful and so heart pleasing" I said and smiled while thinking bout those 3.

"But it also frightens me Nam" i told her

"What" she asked

"They are already too attached with her, lilly and Oli were asking for her throughout the ride back. I don't know Nam, what if they meet again and they get too attached and what if she leaves again and what if she abandens us again" i asked her.

"Freen, don't think too much about it, we don't even know if kids will see her again. So don't think about the unknown. Calm down and relax" she said. We stayed there in comfortable silence as she made me sure everything will be okay.

Even though I'm still worried, i felt tired and slept off in the couch with Nam.

"Mama, mama wake up" i heard the kids yelling.

"Mama pancakes" they yelled again. Fuck i overslept. I opened my eyes and saw my 2 little ones smiling cheerfully at me.

"Let's eat pancakes mama, aunt Nam Nam is making blueberry pancakes" lilly said excitedly.

They both dragged me to the table and we are the breakfast in a peaceful way like we always eat. I saw Fay running towards us.

"May is coming over for breakfast, is that okay??" She asked and i smiled teasingly

"Oh come on say something" she asked and i nodded.

"She's always welcome here" I said while feeding pancake to Oli.

'Ding dong'

"Oh it must be them" she said and rushed towards the door. Them???

"Good morning everyone" I heard May's cheerful sound. I was about to turn to see her when I heard another voice.

"Bunny" ....