I Don't Care That You Broke Me- JaxXfem!reader fanfic

Jax-

SO SO SO SORRY ABOUT THE LONG WAIT!!! School recently started, and there have been a lot of things I've needed to get done, so I've just been putting this off, but I promise I'll try to write more! Also, thank you for 400+ reads on here, and 100+ reads on my Bill Cipher fanfic, you guys are the best :)

I stared up at my ceiling, lost in thought. I had been here less than half a year, and so much had already happened. Pomni and Ragatha were dating, Jax had....

I blushed, reliving it for a second.

'No, no, snap out of it, Y/n!' I thought to myself, shaking my head. 'He's just a stupid rabbit... He's a handsome one though... Wait, no, not handsome! Aaaaaaargh, shut up, me.'

I heard a slight chuckle, and turned my head to see Jax leaning against the doorframe, smirking, his arms crossed and his ears drooping lazily.

"Something wrong, darling?" He asked, closing the door and walking over to me, then grabbing my chin and holding our faces close together.

"Shut up, Jax..." I muttered, and tried to look away, but his grip was tight.

"Awww, you afraid I'll do something, honey?" He teased, and I shook my head, my eyes on the ground.

"What do you want?..."

"Are you not enjoying this, baby?.... Mmm... too bad."

Before I knew what was happening, his lips were pressing against mine, a long, snakey tongue wrapping around mine, making me moan slightly in pleasure. He smirked, keeping our mouths together, and grabbed my waist, squeezing it lightly.

Instinctually, I put my hands on his shoulders, unable to resist his taste, pulling him closer and kissing back passionately. Our tongues danced together, our lips locked in battle, soft moans emitting from both of us.

"Jax-" I finally managed to mumble, and he paused.

"What?"

"Someone's gonna hear us..."

"..."

"Please, at least wait until the next adventure for this...."

"...you're lucky you're cute. Fine, I'll wait, but you're not getting out of this next time."

"Thank you..."

"..."

"Uh... Jax?"

"Hm?"

"Can you, y'know, let go of me?"

"No."

"But I-"

"Y/n. No means no. Now shut up and let me enjoy this."

"..."

"..."

"Fine...."

I sighed slightly as he held me, his warmth feeling nice on my digital body. He sat down on the bed, pulling me with him, and cuddled me, his legs and arms around me as we laid there, and his eyes closed after a second.

I didn't struggle. How could I? He looked adorable like this.... 'Wait, no, not adorable, he's taking advantage of you, stop falling for him!!' I thought to myself as he pulled me closer, making me lay my head on his shoulder.

But god, he was warm... and so soft... maybe I should just...

I yawned, feeling sleepy, and Jax chuckled a bit, opening one eye to look at me.

"Tired?" He asked, and I shook my head, despite my drooping eyelids.

"Yeah you are..." He sighed contentedly, and shifted me so I was leaning on him even more.

"Go on, you can sleep on me..." He murmured, and I mumbled something without realizing.

"Hm?"

"What?..."

"I thought you said something."

"No...."

"Alright... Goodnight, Y/n."

"Goodnight, Jax..."

Within a few seconds, we were both asleep, feeling content, warm, and a spark of something neither of us quite recognized.

Jax's POV

My eyes opened to the adorable sight of Y/n sleeping, her head on my chest. Her breathing was even and soft, one of her arms draped over my shoulder.

'She's so cute...' I thought to myself, stroking her back tenderly as she laid there, and gave her a soft kiss on the forehead, shivering slightly as her warm breath brushed my neck.

With a sigh, I sat up, slowly so as to not wake her. She shifted a bit, and sleepily opened one eye anyway.

"Jax?..." She mumbled, and I leaned down to kiss the top of her head.

"What is it, baby?..." I murmured back, and she yawned, "What time is it?.."

"That doesn't matter, baby, Caine came by earlier and said it was a free day today..." This was a complete lie, but hey, is it really my fault if I wanna spend time with Y/n? She's adorable, so of course I'm gonna cuddle her for as long as possible.

"Oh... Alright..." She whispered, and pulled me closer, her eyes closing again. She's so precious...

I played with her hair for a bit, humming her favorite song, and she smiled a bit, falling back asleep in my arms, just how it was always meant to be.

Alright, another chapter done! As always, requests are welcome, especially because I've been running out of inspiration. Try to remember to drink water (I know it's hard but it's necessary for staying alive) and all that other stuff that you need to do :D Bye for now!!