I Don't Care That You Broke Me- JaxXfem!reader fanfic

Welcome, to the circus tent!

Sorry about the short chapter earlier.. this one will make up for it, I promise! (At least, I hope.)

I appeared in a bright, eye-scorchingly colourful.. circus..?

"What in the seven rings of hell..." I said to myself, turning around, and coming face-to-face with a tall, periwinkle rabbit, with golden-yellow gloves, teeth, and eyes, seeming to be wearing a lightish red overall, his sudden appearance making me jump back and fall in surprise. "Oh my god, another one? Already? It's barely been a month!" The rabbit called, his head tilted upwards. His voice was a lot more sarcastic and scornful than I expected, but I had no time to register before another voice joined in.

"My my, it seems you're right, Jax, we have a new member!" An overly cheerful, kinda deep voice sounded from above. I glanced at the source, to see a pair of gums and teeth, two eyeballs, and a red suit. It floated down to my level, and continued speaking in that happy-go-lucky, somehow wholesome tone. "Hello there! My name is Caine, I'm your ringmaster, and WELCOME-" "Yeah yeah yeah Caine, we get it, you don't need a whole anime entry monologue." The rabbit interrupted, rolling his eyes.

"Um- hi- sorry to interrupt, but where exactly am I?" I asked, feeling a bit nervous. The dentures- smiled?- at me, and said "You, my friend, are in the Amazing Digital Circus! A place for all ages, where anything can happen! Except for swearing, so, please, don't even try." I just nodded, a bit overwhelmed.

The rabbit, Jax, chuckled a bit. "Cat got your tongue, eh? Don't worry; try to let your sanity eat you alive instead, it's a lot more fun than just sitting around all day doing nothing." He then glanced to the side. I followed his gaze to see a jester-looking girl in a red and blue outfit, she seemed traumatized, but in a kid-friendly way, somehow. She was staring at the floor, gently rocking back and forth like a boat.

A red-haired girl in a lightish blue-purple patchwork dress then came up behind the jester, and started hugging her. A light blush appeared on the jester's cheeks, then she hugged back. I gave a slight smile, and thought to myself god!@ 🎩#$ it why are lesbian ships so cute... Hang on they might just be friends. Don't ship before you know the feelings of each.

Suddenly, I heard a shriek, and everyone turned their heads towards a white king chess piece in a purple robe. "AAHH!! NO, PLEASE, NOT THE INSECTS!!!" He cried, and a comedy mask with red ribbons as a body and limbs stepped forward. "Calm down Kinger, here you go..." The ribbons then handed this... 'Kinger' guy a box full of bugs; just seeing them made me feel uncomfortable.

"Oh, thank you, Gangle." There were exactly ten seconds of silence, before Kinger screeched again, this time at Gangle, the ribbons. Caine laughed, and said in a jolly tone, "Don't worry, Kinger, it's just Gangle!"

Kinger calmed down, and said quietly, "I forgot about that..." then crawled inside a pillow fort labeled "Kinger's Indestructible Fortress". I hesitated, then turned back to Jax, who was just staring at me. "Ya need something, newbie, or are you just gonna stare at everything like it's Pomni's will to live?- also known as nonexistent."

I rolled my eyes, this guy was clearly a jerk. Caine suddenly appeared beside me, shouting, "OH MY I ALMOST FORGOT YOU NEED A NAME!!!" His tone was frantic, yet... somehow still happy?

I blinked at him, a bit confused. "Wh.. why do I need a-" I then paused, and realized that I did not, in fact, remember my name, and started studying the floor frantically, only my eyes moving, as if I might find my name underneath me.

"Calm down, you're not experiencing abstraction or anything." Jax sighed, his voice bored, he must have noticed my expression, because he added, "Y'know, when characters go insane? Lose their minds? God, do you know anything?

"N-nope, not really.." I responded, and Jax laughed. "!@ 🎩#$, self-deprecation already? That's just sad, honestly..."

I frowned at him, and said quietly "Shut up, jack!@ 🎩#$." His eyes widened, along with his smile, and he retorted, "Well, I guess someone doesn't know how to take a joke.."

"WHAT DO YOU WANT YOUR NAME TO BE OK JUST CHOOSE SOMETHING I NEED TO UPDATE THE THEME SONG!!!" Caine suddenly interrupted, his hands on his... er... gums? I thought for a second. "Y/n. I-I'd like to be called Y/n."

"Y/n? HAH! That might actually be worse than Gangle's name..." Jax scoffed, and I whipped around to face him. "Well, excuse me, bunny boy, your name sounds like a cleaning supply." "Yeah, cleaning off the layer of dust on your unused brain." "Oh, wow, I haven't heard that one before! Well, I guess-" Caine suddenly interrupted me, his voice frantic "Both of you, be quiet, we need to show you around, Y/n!!!"

I shrugged, and shot a glare at Jax, but all he did was smirk at me, and walked away to go bother someone else.