SOLITUDE TO SOLACE

18.

It was such a beautiful time, when he use to smile everytime without paying for the price of happiness.

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Raiden Miller
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Solace, it's really a good word right? They say you attain solace with the people around you when you finally find a place to belong, to work for, to get you to your happiness. That women use to make it feel soo big deal, would her solace be attain now, in the stars.

Shoot became peaceful yet again. I really thought it's going to escalate but aarvi and Utkarsh seems to sort it out, maybe. The new member of our shoot come with sadabahar toward me. She is similarly confusing like her mother. Really it feels so cringe when people go around saying their pets as their child, but something about these two compel me to accept them as mother daughter pair. Man, bunny is actually like a miniature version of Aarvi, without the sense to blabber like her.

And they both seems to dislike Utkarsh. I really feel sad for Utkarsh, I don't really know why she give him cactus, but I can't bring myself to ask her or aarvi.

I was busy reading script alongside my cute little shoot member when Aarvi sit Just beside me taking bunny in her arms and she leap on her lap the moment she sees her sitting. I mean bunny is clearly a big dog with 15-16kg but look like the first day puppy in her lap snuggling like a child. Her smile stays more vibrant with this fur ball I decided to leave giving them their time untill a hand hold me before I stand up completely.

"Am I that bad of company?"she look at me and just for a split second I really think their was something different in her eyes untill it completely replace by a mischief making the question seems a joke. Maybe I was just seeing a lot but their is certainly something wrong with her demeanour.

I simply sit down beside them and like bunny understand her words too she expand her claws towards my lap nestling in both of our lap. I maybe want to ask her something but did not know really what.
And before I could gather the words and weave them in sentence to ask her utkarsh secretary comes requesting he was asking for both of us in his vanity.

That's strange,
Without thinking much, we both hop down to walk towards his vanity when I see Aarvi coaxing bunny to leave, she really is talking like someone is talking to a child and unsurprisingly bunny listen.

Reaching their, I see Ashish sir was also sitting their maybe waiting for both of us. We settled on his made up bed when he finally get up from his chair, I don't know why but it really feels like he is making big deal of something very trivial looking at the whole mood around him. But before anyone said anything the host decided to recite the reason for this grand meeting. PS; Note the sarcasm. 

“Hello! As you all know I am Utkarsh zindal. One of the actor working with you all in your show named,‘SACH’ and as we are progressing with the shoot their is something that I need to address before I become more entangled and agitated”

I don't know why he is being so formal, his hands seems to shake I am not guessing I am 100% sure that he have rehearsed this whole speech again and again before coming here. Interrupting him right now would be the worst choice so I decide to stay and listen what he want to say.

“I am the kind of actor who loves to live in character, I like to see how his growth would take place before I could play it, this story the settings storyline everything is far more different than the work I had done before. And I feel agitated and irritated when I feel like things are not working the way it should work for manikhet. When I realised how you side track him, I just can't bring myself to act or play along that's not what he deserve but again as what avni said, I don't know anything about any other characters. I just know about Manikhet that's also in fragments and I can not be angry if anyone else react in a way that manikhet does not like, because you all are not Manikhet. So I want to ask for help, I want you all to please be patience with me in this set. Please let me take my time, help me if I feel stuck and berate me if I am being nasty. Ju... Just Hel... Help me.. ple.... Please” he concluded his speech sorry request with broken voice. Honestly I don't know what happened but the Utkarsh zindal I know coming Forward saying he is having hard time acting for a character is a big deal it must be the worst for himself. He had always Prided himself with immeasurable acting steed and always being ignorant and arrogant about his position as the most versatile and talented actor. But right now coming asking for help, struggling like every other person have done atleast once in their Life. I can not really realise how hard it would be for him but at the same time I am curious what got into his pea size brain to finally admit he is having hard time adjusting here untill I see a secretive genuine smile in Aarvi face, so that's what happened.

“Very brave of you to come forth utkarsh don't worry if you ever got any problem come to me, we will find a solution together. As much as I don't want to say it infront of Raiden, this shoot is the most free and Healthy shooting set up I have work in, and everyone is their to help you.”Ashish sir taking the lead reply to utkarsh who is having hard time coming across from his request, untill we hear another voice but this one is not sympathetic rather arrogant and reprimanding.

“Manikhet had to earn the genuineness of Shayari, shayari is his fan, she want to show her perfect side infront of Manikhet and something that's perfect can't be genuine so don't get agitated when you did not even try to earn Shayari. She is not coming for cheap. That's the only advice or rather comment I want to give you as the writer.” she tells genuinely but their is some kind of determination is showing at her words like that's what she decided just now, untill again her expression changes, eyes twink and a sudden grin come across her as she added,“Seeing THE great actor stuttering like a kid Jjjjjust hhhelllp Mmmee pleaseeeee” she imitate utkarsh request in a rather mocking way getting a side eyed from all three of us present here. And utkarsh seems to be ready to pond on her the if she even said one more things. Being absolutely ignorant about our disappointment. She smile and said again,“oh, by the way I won't be coming to shoot for three days. Can you please manage it?”. Wait what is she requesting or ordering?

“And who give you permission to take leave in the middle of the shoot?” I could not help but ask, I know I am being very lenient but still how can anyone just randomly say they are going, not ask. What am I your stuward?

“you can't not give the permission it's raksha bandhan. Obivously she will be going.” wow, they would literally thought someone took over Utkarsh how suddenly he is siding with Aarvi, like you are not the most repulsed with this girl. Well it's rakshabandhan so this sister obsessed guy will Obivously speak up.

“Raksha bandha? Oh yes rakshabandhan I am going to celebrate rakshabandhan with my brother.” a white lie. I just roll my eyes and leave. Well we still have a month before show telecast so they can have some time to them.

After the whole shoot end for today and I finally got free time to me a phone call came from the person I least expected and it suddenly feel hard to breathe.

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Yes rakshabandhan after soo long some body Kill me 🙃

This whole college thing take a troll on me and I don't even realise that the whole semester ended and exams are incoming I am scared and excited.

Please comment vote and just pray that I can upload next chapter by today only ( we will finally have my favourite hoomans entry 😌)

Bye bye
Take care
~shrishh