I don't know how to Live

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I don’t know how to live— 
I’m not alive, 
Just breathing moments 
I barely survive. 
Ghosts of hours pass me by, 
I see them fade, but wonder why 
I feel so thin, I feel so weak, 
This life is something I can’t seek.

I am not here, not anywhere, 
Just floating in the heavy air. 
A river with no course to run, 
No bed to rest, no rising sun. 
Am I real? Or just a thought— 
A shell of what I once forgot. 
A body moving with no will, 
An empty heart, a soul so still.

I wake each day, my eyes still close, 
The world brushes me, yet never knows. 
I touch the earth, I feel no ground, 
This heavy fog, this endless sound. 
Am I here, or halfway gone? 
Drifting in a muted dawn.

I drift between the light and dark, 
Between the silence, fading spark. 
Where do I end, where do I start? 
I’ve lost the weight inside my heart.

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