Wanted and Loved [ COMPLETED ]

The truth

**Annie pov**
I woke up at around 7:30 I went to the kitchen. Everyone was awake. "Hey darling." Dad said. "Hey D- I mean hey." I immediately looked at Gavin and he made mean eyes at me. I looked away. Hopped from the chair and ran to my room. I got dressed when Avia came in room. "You know you can him dad. He is your dad." Avia said. "I know, but he isn't blood related. And I just can't." I said looking down. "Why can't you? And DNA doesn't make a family (THE FOSTERS QUOTE) love does." Avia said. "I know I know, I just can't okay. Please don't ask again." I said getting agitated. "Is it because of Gavin? He is just jealous." She said. "AVIA! Please stop. Sorry." I said putting my hands on my head. When she left I mumbled "this is just like living in the orphanage, I wish I never got adopted." Then I saw Avia look at me. "Go please. I need to be alone." I said. She left and I jumped on my bed face first and started crying. *knock knock* "what?" I said. "It's mom and dad." Dad said. "Where is Gavin?" I said. "At soccer practice." Mom said. I ran to the door and opened it and hugged them. They came in and closed the door. "Avia just told us that you said you wish we never adopted you. Would you like to tell us why? Is it something we can change?" Dad said. "No, I love it here. It's just *tears up* Gavin scares me. He hates me. He threatened me last night. He told me that he hates me calling you mom and dad. He pushed me on the ground." I said crying. "Aww baby. Don't listen to him. He is just upset because he wanted a baby and or a boy. I promise we won't let him do anything to him. We will talk to him when he gets home." Mom said hugging me. "Thanks mom and dad." I said hugging them. They got up and left. "Uh wait, can you get Avia I need to say sorry I snapped at her." I said. Dad nodded and Avia came in. "Sorry for snapping at you. I feel better now. Thank you for that." I said hugging her. "I haven't said this yet. I love you Annie." Avia said hugging me. "I love you to." I said with a giant smile on my face.
I sat in my room thinking about my birth parents. What happened to them. I moved my bracelets from my wrist and it showed my cuts. I cut when I was 7 to 8 then I forced to get help. I just blew it off. I got up and I looked at my thighs. "Wow I was messed up." I said. "Why are you messed up?" Emmi said coming in my room. I rolled my shorts back down. "EMMI!! KNOCK BEFORE YOU COME IN! I COULD OF BEEN NAKED!" I screamed . "What where those!?" She yelled. "NOTHING!" I screamed. She was now standing outside. "We're those cuts!?" She basically yelled. I grabbed her arm and shoved her in my room. "Yes! But I'm fine now, I don't cut anymore. Okay? Just stop. We never talk about this again. They heeled. This was 2 years ago when I was abused." I said trying not to cry. "Show me them." She said. I locked me door and pulled up my shirt and reveled my scars all over my stomach. "This is why you don't wear bikinis?" She said. "Yes. We don't speak of this again." I said firmly. "Wait can I ask you something?" She said. "Sure." I said. "What was it like living in an abusive home?" She said. "Well, scary. My parents were always drunk. Calling me names telling me to kill myself. I was only 7 so I had no idea what anything meant. They would hit me until they were out of breathe. Sometime it would last up to 2 hours. It hurt, I just wanted to be loved. Then one day people showed up to my house and took my away. Happiest day of my life." I said. "Wow. That's terrible I'm sorry." She said. "It's fine. Now I have wonderful parents the best siblings I'm kinda famous." I said laughing. "Okay now let's go." I opened the door to see Gavin. "Hahahah, you cut!?" He laughed. "GAVIN! SHUT UP!" I scream. "I'm telling!" He yelled. "NO STOP!!" I yelled. "WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO!?" I yelled. "Leave and never come back." He said. "No, I'm staying." I said. "MOOM COME HERE!" He screamed. She came down the stairs. I didn't want to hear it. I was so scared. When my mom and dad found out they tried to send me to rehab, and try beat on me. Mom looked at me and Gavin said it. "She cuts herself. I heard her." He looked at me and started laughing then ran up the stairs. My mom just stood there. I took a breathe and ran up after him. "I'm going to kill you!" I screamed. I basically ran onto him. I jumped on his back and he fell. I started hitting him. "HEY STUPID STOP IT!" I yelled. "HOW COULD YOU! Why do you hate me so much!? SORRY IM NOT A BOY OR YOUR PARENTS ADOPTED ME WITH OUT YOUR PERMISSION! YOU SHOULDN'T HATE ME FOR SOMETHING YOUR PARENTS DID! And now you probably got your wish, there probably going to send me back." I screamed. Just then came running into the room and picked me up off Gavin. "Gavin go to your room now!" He yelled. "Annie, why did you do that!?" He said. Just then mom came into the room. Her eyes were watering. "Is what he said true?" She said looking at me dead in the eyes. "Well yes. But no! He said I do, which I did. I don't anymore. I used to when I lived with my birth parents. I was abused and beaten until my birth parents were out of breath." I cried. "Let me see them." dad said. I showed the my wrist. "Is that all?" He said. I lifted up my shirt and showed him my stomach mom gasped. And hugged me. Just then I saw Gavin come out and look at me. He looked sad.