Wanted and Loved [ COMPLETED ]

Carmine!

**Annie pov**
It was the next day and I was so ashamed of what I did. I never wanted to talk about it again. I walked out of mom and dads room and went to the kitchen. There was everyone and obviously I wasn't going to school. I didn't say a word. "Annie you have a doctor appointment today at 11:30" mom said. "For what?" I said greedy. "To make sure your heathly and not infected." Mom said. "Okay." I grabbed a waffle and turned on the tv. Everyone left but mom and Daxton and Brock. "Brock can you leave I want to talk to mom. Alone." I said. Mom looked at me and Brock nodded and left. Mom came and sat next to me. "Mommy, I'm really ashamed of myself. I feel so bad. Like I'm a failure to his family. I don't deserve you. In the video I said I wished you guys never adopted me. That was a lie. I'm so grateful." I said. Looking down.
"We are all so greatful for you." Mom said.

**5 MONTHS LATER AT VIDCON**
"Ready for your first VIDCON?!" Dad basically yelled in the air port. "Uh huh." I nodded. I was actually quite scared.

**later that week**
Today was the Shaytards q&a.
"Now welcome the Shaycarl! Colette! Gavin! Avia! Annie! Emmi! Brock! Daxton!!" Casey yelled in the microphone. Everyone yelled and cheered. I got weird looks. I tugged on moms shirt and she bent down "mom, I don't think I can do this." I said. "It's okay. You can." Then she smiled. I sat down next to her and peoples hand immediately shot up. "You, in the front with the flower crown!" Caste said. The girl stood up and said "Annie! How did you feel when you got adopted?!" Then she sat down. I held the micro phone up to my mouth and I started shaking. Mom and dad smiled at me. "W-w-well... I was excited, but I had selective mutism. So I was surprised. But in thankful." I said shaking. People asked a bunch of questions then there was time for one left. "You, the boy with the
Blonde  hair  and Nike shorts!" Casey yelled. He stood up and he was so hot. He was gorgeous. "Annie, when you started to get bullied how did you deal with it? And who is your favorite sibling?" He said smiling at me with his perfect white teeth. I just was staring at him. Smiling. "Annie?" Mom said. "Oooooh someone has a crush!" Dad yelled in the microphone. I immediately looked at him and started blushing and I hid my face. "Do not!" I said in the microphone. "Well! Annie was to busy looking at this boy- kid what's your name?" Casey said. He stood up. "Carmine." He said. "Beautiful." I said but it so happens that the microphone was still by my
Mouth. Everyone laughed. I was officially embarrassed. I buried my face in hands. "Well that's all guys! Thanks for coming!" Casey yelled. I ran out of there so fast. Dad and mom surrounded me same with my siblings. "Do you like Carmine?" Avia said. "Yes.." I said. "He is gorgeous!" I yelled. Then Avia pointed behind me. I turned around and there he was. "CAR-mine!"  I yelled the first part of his name then I got quite. "Hey Annie." He said. "Can I get a picture with you?" He said. "Y-y-y-y-" I couldn't finish the sentence. "Yes!" Avia said. He handed Avia the phone and he put his arm around my back. "Smile!" Avia said. He handed me his NUMBER "oh my. Thanks. I will be sure to like-um-um-like *stops talking for a second* TExt you." My voice went high then it low. "Do want to get some ice cream?" He said smiling. I looked immediately at mom and dad. "Sure. NO KISSING!" Dad yelled. "Carmine. Not later then *looks at watch* 4:30!" He said jokingly. "Yes sir." He said. We walked to the ice cream place. "Your so pretty." He said. "Thanks!" I smiled. "So you live in Pocatello Idaho?" He said. "Yes, indeed I do." I smiled. "Well, me to!" He said. "Oh my gosh really!?" I said. "Yes, and I go to your school." He said. "No, now your messing with me." I said

"No, I'm serious." He said. He shows me a picture of him standing out side of my school. And the caption says *first day of 4th grade!" On Instagram. "Wow, awesome!" I said. "Let's take selfies!" He giggled. We took funny selfies. I was walking around with Carmine and people wanted to take pictures with me. At least 100 people. The clock hit 4:20 (4:20 blaze it) "well I better get back to the hotel room." I said. "Okay, Annie. Well it was super fun. And I hope we hang out at school." He said. "Totally!" I said. Just then he hugged me and my smile was huge. I just turned 10. What ever happens we cannot date. "Bye." He said and I waved.

I stood the smiling. I wanted him. I wanted to be around him all the time. I walked back to the room and cameras and my siblings covered me right when I walked in.

After I answered a million questions, I went and I Layed down. Mom and dad walked in. They closed the door. "Annie, you have your first crush. We think it's time you had the talk." Dad said. "Oh my gosh! Now!?" I laughed. "Can't we wait when we're back in Idaho!?" I said burring my face. "Okay, we can wait. But we are having the conversation." Mom said. They kissed me on my forehead and closed the door. I got under my covers and went to sleep.