Wanted and Loved [ COMPLETED ]

The Zit

**Annie pov**
I had been suspended from school for 2 weeks. I don't know why. All my siblings went to school and I went to go read the comments from yesterday's vlog. There were so many about my blow up. And other people saying I'm gorgeous and flawless. I can't really argue with them buuut. "Annie your grounded get off the computer." Dad said. "Then what am I supposed to do?" I said with attitude. "Annie. Stop. Go to your room." I rolled my eyes and went to my room. I got super mad. I felt like I'm in jail or something. I have no idea what people are saying about me. But my mom and dad contacted Carmine's parents and they grounded him and made him delete his whole YouTube account. I was super happy. I was so bored. I walked out of my room and snuck into mom and dads room. I looked around for nail polish. I found blue nail polish. It was next to a razor. "Oh no." I said. I knew if I didn't leave what was gonna happen. I was going to end up cutting myself. Before I knew it I grabbed the razor and snuck it in my shirt. I walked out of the bathroom. I turned off the light and closed the door. Mom was standing in the door way. "Annie. Your supposed to be in your room." Mom said. "I was getting nail polish." And I held it up. "And?" Mom said. She lifted up my shirt a little bit to and picked up the razor. "What's this for?" Mom said. "Um. To shave my legs. (Even though I'm not allowed)" I said looking down. "Your not allowed until you start your-" mom said before cutting her off. "YES! Don't say it!!" I said pushing past her. I went to my room and kinda slammed the door.

All my siblings finally came home from school. Even Emmi. Just so you know Emmi does her homeschooling in the studio. So she doesn't get distracted. Avia got started on her homework and Gavin brought Talia over. She hates me because she is jealous of how pretty I am. They say on the couch swallowing each other. I walked in "oh my gosh! I'm blind! Talias ugliness blinded me!" I yelled. Then I laughed. "Go away loser." She said. "Whatever." I said. Brock was taking a nap and so was daxton. Mom and dad were at the studio making a podcast. I walked into there room and sat on the bed. I turned on the tv and saw my phone. I smiled. I jumped up and grabbed my phone. I had 100 messages from just Carmine. There were so many Instagram and Twitter notifications saying I was pretty or ugly or a loser or brat or selfish or nice or whatever.

*text messages*
C/Annie I'm sorry
C/ sorrrrry
C/ANNIE
C/ why are you ignoring me?
C/ come one I said sorry
C/ fine in sorry for posting the video and calling you self centered
C/ I can't live with out you.
C/ PLEASE I RLLY MISSS YOU!

I laughed. I texted him back.
Annie/ miss you to loser :) thanks for saying sorry. Let hang out when I'm ungrounded, and I wasn't Ignoring you I got my phone take away. GTG THERE HOME

I put my phone back and ran to my room. I saw Emmi in my room. "Emmi! What are you doing in here!?" I basically yelled. "Nothing!" She yelled she ran out of my room holding something. I ran after her. "WHAT DID YOU TAKE!?" I yelled mom and dad walked in and we ran past them. I ran past dad and he grabbed me and mom got Emmi. "SHE WENT INTO MY ROOM AND TOOK SOMETHING!" I yelled. "I DIDNT TAKE ANYTHING!" She yelled. "Emmi." Dad said.
"Well I was reading comments and there was a comment that said 'is Annie cutting again?' And so I went into her room and *shows box* I got this." She said. "NO! STOP!" I yelled. She started opening the box and I started crying, I grabbed the box. "Annie! What is in that box." Mom said firmly

"Nothing!" I said. Avia and Gavin and Talia came over. I looked at Talia and she started laughing then she whispered something in gavins ear. "What did you say!" I yelled at Talia. "That your a loser. That cuts." She laughed. Mom and dad looked at her. Gavin was embarrassed . "Talia. You need to leave now." Dad said. She left.
"What's in the box Annie." Dad said.
"There like sharp blade things." Emmi said. I looked at her with death eyes. They were going to take it away. "I haven't cut in years! You can look!" I showed them wrists and my stomach and thighs. "Good girl." Mom hugged me. "Okay. Can I go now?" I said. "Yes." Dad said
I walked to my bedroom and I was bored out of my mind. I apologized to Emmi because I felt bad and I apologized to mom for earlier and I apologized to dad.