Wanted and Loved [ COMPLETED ]

Why Alice why

**annie pov**
I has been 2 days and I start school in 4 days. Ew. I seriously feel like I'm going to pass out cause I haven't eaten for a long time. But now when I look at food I feel sick. "Annie! Where going to the park!" Mom yelled through the intercom. I got up from my bed and I got really dizzy then sat back down. I texted mom. "Not feeling good, going to stay home."
Mom came in "what's wrong?" She asked
"I just feel dizzy." I layed on my back and mom came over and sat next to me. "Drink some water." She said rubbing my back. "Why can I feel your spine so well?" She said confused. I was only wearing a sports bra because I was working out. I had my blanket covering me. "I don't know." I mumbled. Honestly at this point I'm so done. I feel weightless. I weighed myself this morning I and I weighed 84 pounds. I just started crying. I turned over and pulled the blanket off. Then mom gasped. I looked down and my ribs were popping out. "I haven't eaten in 5 weeks. I throw up atleast 3 or 4 times a day. I keep getting called fat. I'm so tired. I just want to sleep all day." I teared up.
"Stay here I'm going to bring you food."
I started falling asleep, then mom came back in with a sandwich. "Sit up babygirl. Then eat this." Mom helped me sit up and she supported me while I ate some of my food. I finished the sand which. "Okay, I want you to sleep but where are going to the park. We will be back in 3 hours." Mom kissed my forehead and I feel asleep.
*
"Baby wake up, you have to eat this Spaghetti." Dad smiled. "Thanks." Dad gave me a vitamin and I ate the spaghetti. "Love you dad." I yawned. "Love you to princess." Dad kissed my cheek and left.

**emmi pov**
"Can I play with Annie now!" I smiled jumping up and down. "No not now. Possibly not for a couple days." Mom said."UGH! Why!? She was fine earlier!" I complained. "Come here baby." Mom picked me up and walked over to the couch and sat me down on her lap. "So Emmi. Annie is sick. She is starving herself. This is alittle over your head but I want you to know. She isn't going to look like herself for a little. She is going to be tired for a couple of days." Mom explained. "So she isn't eating? Why would she do that?"
"Well, I don't know exactly, when she is better I'll ask." I got off moms lap in a bad mood and went to Brock's room to play with him.
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Annie pov
It's been 2 days and i can finally walk around again and not fall asleep every two seconds. I got up out of bed and got dressed. "Hi mom." I yawned. "Can I have a work with you?" Mom asked. I nodded and me and mom and dad dat on the couch.
"Why did you starve yourself. You know your beautiful."
"Cause I kept getting called fat. I wanted to have a flatter stomach then I already did. So I did and it worked. But I'm happy with me now."
I got up and went to my room and got my soccer ball and went outside.
*
I went Alices house. "Dude look what I got. I got weed and DIMETHYLTRYPTAMINE. Come on let's do it. Cost me $160 we smoke weed and snort dimethyltryptamine."
* 1 hour later
"Dude, the walls are melting." I laughed. I got up and went to the bathroom. "Man, my eyes are red as fuck and my pupils are hue. I have to go to church." I laughed.
"Wear these." She handed me sun glasses. "Dude here is some beer. Just have a little. This will completely take your worry off from school."
She had me at school. I drank some beer but only a little
*
"Dude my mom is here. Come on Miley" I laughed trying to walk straight "yes Miley we will go on a wrecking ball later"
"Annie! Put these eye drops in." Alice handed me eye drops and I quickly put them in. "K bye." I 'grabbed' Miley's hand. Then walked outside. I opened the front seat car door and got in. "Mom! Don't drive yet! Miley needs to get in!" I panicked.
*
I opened the car door and it was lava. "MOM! THEY ARE GOING TO DIE!" I yelled. Then the looked at me. Kayli and braliee took them inside. "Annie! What is going on?!" I started trying to pull her in the car. "MOM! YOUR MELTING!" I cried.
"Annie! Stop it! What is going on!" She yelled. "I smoked weed! And I'm having all these crazy hallucinations!" I panicked. "I'm sorry! I feel into peer pressure I didn't want to be a pussy. So I did it then I did some drugs."
"We're going home."
*
We got home and dad came and picked me up because I refused to get out of the car. "What did you take?" Dad asked. "Dimethyltryptamine." I stumbled trying to say. Mom put her hand up to her forehead and was pacing back and forth while dad looked up the drug.
"Wh-why? Why would you do something so stupid Annie!" Dad yelled. I shrugged my shoulders. "That's not an answer! Annie Elizabeth Butler! I want an answer! That was the most dumbest thing ever!" Dad yelled. I didn't care I just sat in the chair staring at the floor. "ANNIE! ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING!" Dad yelled at the top of his lungs. I slowly blinked and looked at him and giggled. "Yell any more and that vain is going to pop out your forehead." I laughed trying to touch the vain. "Annie! Go to your room! And I don't wanna see your butt until dinner!" Dad yelled pointing to my room. "Sleep this damn drug off."
"Whatever ever. Come on Miley." I laughed and walked to my room.
*
I woke up the next day and my head hurt terribly. But that's what I get. I knew I was going to get yelled at. I got dressed and did my hair and makeup. I walked out and dads eyes shot on me. "I know I know bedroom now."
Mom kept cooking breakfast while everyone looked at me. "Stop looking at me damn." Then I walked into dads room. He closed the door. "Sit on the bed." I sat on the bed.
"Okay tell me why."
"Well, I went to Alices she spent money on drugs she knew I didn't want to go to school so she said that would help which it did. And I liked it."
Dad put his hands on his head. "No no no! You can't like it! Annie! You were such a good girl! Don't fall into drugs. Do you want to keep modeling?! You won't look like you do if you keep that up." Dad said sternly. "Sorry."
"And why don't you want to go to school?! You loved school when we left."
"Cause dad! You guys have sent me to 5 different Schools every shook I get bullied. I have depression, ADD, ADHD, anxiety. I'm done. I'm tired. Dad I really am. Your so perfect so you don't know how it feels. I'm trying to get you you to hear me!" I yelled starting to tear up.
"Annie, you have a perfect life! I don't know why your so-so-so messed up, we have given everything you want!"
I started crying. "You don't get it do you. I don't know if you remember or not I'm adopted. I came from mess up parents. Good thing you have 4 other kids cause I'm just a mess up." I said softly. I got up and left the room. I hid my face and ran outside the back door. I ran to the trampoline and layed on it.
*
The sun started setting and mom came out vlogging "beautiful isn't?"
"Yeah. It really is." She turned off the camera and got on the trampoline and sat criss cross. I did the same. "What happened between you and Dad that made you sit out here for uh like 6 hours."
"Well, basically he yelled at me called a mess up and that I have a perfect life and I shouldn't be doing these things and then he yelled at me for not wanting to go to school." I said rolling my eyes. "I'm sorry baby. I I'll talk to him. Your not a mess up and you never have or will be. I love you so so so much." Mom pulled me in for a hug then tickled me. "Hahaha!" I laughed.
"School is in 2 days and I'm not ready I just wanna do online school."
"I know, I'll see what I can do, just come inside its getting cold."