Wanted and Loved [ COMPLETED ]

No worries

**annie pov**

I haven't been to school in maybe a week. I just don't want to go anymore. "How are you feeling baby girl?" Dad asked. "B-b-b-better." I stuttered. "Well mom made sandwiches she made your favorite ham and mint jelly."
"Okay, t-t-t-thanks."
Dad left and I grabbed my phone. I went on my dads Instagram and looked at the photo of all of us swimming in Hawaii. I was wearing a bikini and every comment was me getting called fat and then I would have a couple of I look great.
I went into the kitchen and sat on the couch. "Hey Annie!" Mom smiled handing me my sandwich. I wanted to eat but I couldn't. "H-h-h-hi m-m-mom" I stuttered i don't know why I still am. I took a bite out of my sandwich and then let it be. "Aren't you hungry?" "U-uh-uh no," 
"Why do you keep stuttering? You only do that when your nervous or scared." "I-I-I- don't- don't know." "I'll-l'will-will - be right back." I got up and ran to the bathroom.
I couldn't believe I was going to do this. I put my fingers in my mouth and made me throw up. One more time and I did it again. I was on a strict no food diet but if I had food then I must throw up 3 times.
(1 MONTH LATER)
I can finally see my self getting skinny and we are going home today, I started crying tears of joy. I haven't seen Brock and Daxton for 4 months and zeke and blondie for 5 months. I can't wait to see everyone again. "Come on Butlers! Car leaves in 5 minutes! WERE GOING HOOME!" Dad yelled vlogging. "O-o-okay let-let-let me get-get my bag!" I yelled stuttering. I wish I could get over that. We all jumped in the car and j sat behind Emmi because it was 6 seater car. 2 up front 2 in middle and 2 in back. Australian cars are weird. "This is it baby girl! We're going home." I whispered in her ear then hugging her. Avia rolled her eyes. "Don't-dont-dont roll-roll your eyes at me."
"Sorry I can't hear you will all that stuttering. S-S-S-sorry!" Avia laughed. "Be nice!" Dad mocked.
We got to the airport. "Okay! Let's eat!" Mom smiled. We got Panda Express. I didn't get anything. "Annie you sure your not hungry, your looking at my food pretty hard." Mom said. I shook my head. "I-I-I I'm good." "Okay plane is boarding. Let's go!" Dad said grabbing our luggage running to the gate jokingly as mom vlogged Emmi and Avia chasing him. I was going to throw up right then and there. I was so hungry. I started gagging. "Annie?" Mom asked confused. I grabbed a trash can and threw up. "I-I'm-I'm fine. I ate something bad this morning." I smiled. "When we get home I'm taking you to see a doctor." Mom smiled putting her arm around me and we walked onto the plane.
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The plane finally landed in Idaho. Where it was freezing. "HOOOOOOME!!!" Me and Emmi yelled as we ran. "CARLIE! KAYLI! BRALIEE! GAGE! COOPER!" Emmi yelled. "DAXTON BROCK!" I yelled. Daxton ran to me and I picked him up and spun him around. I started crying tears of joy. "I love you mate." I said kissing his face. Then I hugged everyone else.
* now they are at home and they met everyone and everything.*

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"My bed!" I yelled plopping on my bed. Then zeke came running into my room. "Zekey poo!! I love you mate!" I yelled petting him and hugging him. I shot yo from my bed then went under my bed and then grabbed my box of razors. I grabbed the box and went into my bathroom. I opened the door and mom was in there cleaning. "Oh! Mom!" I said dropping the box of razors. (There was like 9 razors in there.) "oh! Uh!" I said bending down fast and picked them up. "Annie? What are those?!" Mom panicked. "Uh-uh-uh-uh! NOT-NOTHING! Ow!" I panicked while one of the razors cut me. I put them all in the box and ran out. I shoved them under my bed as far as they could possibly go. Then I jumped out my window. I was outside and it was pouring and i started laughing.
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It had been 2 hours and I was hungry but I couldn't eat. I promised myself. My rib cage was starting to show. I opened the back door and walked in. "Oh thank gosh your okay!" Mom yelled hugging me. "I'm fine mom. I just needed a break that's all. I really don't want to go to school next week though." I mumbled. Mom handed my Mac and cheese shapes with a salad. "I'm not hungry." I said pushing it away from me. "I haven't seen you eat in awhile are you okay?" Dad asked.
"Dad, I'm fine just not hungry that's all." I faked smiled. I got up and got some water and went into my room. My phone went off *throw up time* I left myself reminders. I went into my bathroom and closed the door and threw up. I lifted up my shirt and could see my ribs starting to poke out. I smiled at that.
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I walked out of my room past Avias room but I heard crying. I knocked on the door and opened it. "Avia?" I asked she turned around holding scissors in her hand. "What are you doing?!" I panicked as I saw blood dripping from her thigh. "I'm sorry." She cried. I went to her and grabbed the scissors. "What-why?!"
"I'm sorry for being so mean, I really have myself. There way the guy that I was dating on set and the only way he said he would date me is if I was mean to you guys. Then-then we had sex and he left. He has been harassing me ever since. So I stayed in a bad mood. He still hasn't stopped. Annie help me please." Avia said bawling her eyes out as her thigh bled. "We need to tell mom or dad! This needs to be looked at! How deep did you go!?" I panicked. "I lost feeling because I took some pills." I put my hand on my forehead. "What did you take!"
"Uh-uh"
"How long ago did you take them! Avia! This can be so bad!"
"I don't know what I took, I think I took moms prescription pain meds, like 2 minutes ago."
"We need to get you to a hospital. Let's get dad! He is in his studio! Stay here!"
I grabbed a towel and put it on avias thigh and ran outside. I ran up the hill to the studio. I thought I was going to pass out. "Dad! We need to get Avia to a hospital now! She took a bunch of pills!" I yelled. "Dear gosh." Dad ran out off the couch and grabbed his phone. Then called mom. We ran into avias room and we see her on the floor having a seizure. "Annie! Call 9-1-1!"
I grabbed my phone and and dialed 9-1-1.

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Me, dad and mom and Emmi waited in the waiting room. "She will be okay. She will be okay." Mom said trying to comfort us. "I should of known! Avia doesn't act like that for no reason. I should of talked to her." I said blaming myself.
"Mr and Mrs Butler, Avia will be fine. We talked to her and she says she didn't mean to take as many pills as she did. She said they weren't working right away so she kept taking them. We are going to keep her over night." The doctor said with a reassuring smile. "Can we see her?" I asked. "Only her parents. She says she doesn't want to see anyone else."
Mom and dad patted my back and went to see her.
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We just got back from Australia I just wanna be happy again. I want us to be all happy. No worries.

Sorry this is such a crappy chapter I kinda gave up 😂 oops. ~Paige