Wanted and Loved [ COMPLETED ]

Vacation

**annies pov**
He made me so happy now I'm so sad.
I layed in my bed in the dark listening to sad songs in the dark, crying.
*knock knock*
"Annie, Cody is here." Avia said. "Ugh." I said. Avia turned on my light and I sat up and Cody came in. Then he closed door. "What do you want?" I moaned. "I want you. I'm so so so so sorry. Please forgive me. I want to be the only one. I just want to be with you. I was crying so much. That was my brothers friend and I got drunk. It wasn't right. I'm completely humiliated with myself. Please give me a second chance." He said looking at me with his beautiful brown eyes. I couldn't take it. I pressed my lips on his soft lips. I got closed to him. I playfully tugged his hair and pulled him closer. I smiled in between kisses. I layed down and he put his hand on my stomach and made out with me.
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Cody had left and I felt better. But I also felt bad. I walked out and went into the bathroom. I went under the sink and looked for my razor. But I couldn't find it. So I went into my moms bathroom, I got a razor and went back to my bathroom and started cutting where my underwear covers up. I cut atleast 6 times. I stopped the bleeding and pulled my pants up and walked out. "Annie, give me my razor back." Mom said firmly. "I- uh don't have it." I lied. "Mhm" mom mumbled. I walked passed her and went upstairs. "Uh- wait mom. Can you schedule an appointment for therapy.?" I asked. "Yeah, is everything okay?" She said. "Uh yeah. I'm just confused." I said looking down. "About what?" She said. I walked down the stairs and sat on the couch next to her. "It's just that Cost cheated on me but I forgave him. But I feel bad about forgiving him. I don't know what I should I do. Everytime he kisses me I forget about everything." I said tearing up.
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Me and mom talked and it was nice. I walked up and went to Avias room. "Hey little sis. How are you feeling?" I asked. "Uh good. I just wish this was over and so I could go back go cheer already." She said. "I know. I'm sorry. I have soccer practice today maybe you can come." I said. "I'm good. I don't want to sit in the heat." She laughed. I laughed. "Well I better go get ready." I said. I left her room and went into my room I put my hair up took of my make up and put in my shorts, jersey and my cleats on. I got my ball and my phone.
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"Thanks for dropping me off mom!" I said closing the door and running to the field. "Hey Abby!" I yelled putting down my water bottle and ball. Then we got to practice.
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After practice, "hey mom!" I said getting into the car I looked in the back to see al my siblings with luggage. "Uh, what's going on?" I asked. "Me and your father got into a fight. And we are going to stay at grandma house." Mom said. "JUST KIDDING!" Mom yelled. "MAN YOU WERE ABOUT TO CRY!" Brock yelled from the backseat. "We flying to Flordia!" Mom smiled. "It was a surprise vacation!" Mom said. "How long?" I asked. "3 weeks!" Avia smiled. "That's funny Cause Cody is going to I smiled. "Okay Annie. You have 1 hour to get ready until we have to leave. Can you do it?" Mom said as we pulled up to the house. "Yes ma'm, where is dad?" I asked. "Trixin wear house. He had some thing he has to do some last minute work." Mom said. I nodded my head and jumped out and jumped into the shower. I put black leggings on and a white shirt that had a little tie dye pocket. I straightened my hair and did my make up. I did a cat eye eyeliner and out a soft red lipstick on. I got my 1-800 hotline bling jacket that was pink and I put my Jordan's on. (I know NOTHING about Jordan's so don't ask what type they are) "I'm ready mom!" I yelled. "Want a snack?! I'm bring Nature Box!" Dad yelled. "Yeah! Siratcha Cashews (my faveee) PLEASE!" I yelled. I got my phone and my carry on. "Here!" Dad threw the snacks and I caught them. I grabbed my soccer ball. I got in the back between Brock and Daxton. I kissed Daxton on the cheek. "I love you buddy." I smiled. "I love you to Annie." He smiled. Mom vlogged it. "SO CUTEE!!" Mom smirked.  Dad got in the car and drove us. We got to the air port and Emmi hopped on my back.
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"Avia! Airport soccer?" I asked. "Your on!" She yelled "No! No airport soccer! We need to find food before we get on the plane in 10 minutes, 6 hour flight.(I'm guessing)" mom said. We ended up getting subway.
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We got on the plane and it was Emmi, Me, mom then in front of us it was Daxton, Brock and Dad.
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4 hours into the plane ride I started to get cramps. "Shit." I thought. I'm early. I got up and went to the bathroom, I started my period. I started freaking out. I didn't bring anything and the air plane had very bad toilet paper and I'm wearing leggings. I opened the door and pulled my shirt down to cover my butt. I held my side. I tapped on Avia "avid did you bring any tampons or pads? You always have some. "No, I'm on my period right now and the rest are in my suit case under the plane." Avia said. "OW!" I silent said. "Mom?" I said tapping on her so she took her earbuds out. "I got my period early, I need something." I said. "aw baby I'm sorry I don't have anything." Mom said. She called the flight lady. "Do you guys have pads or tampons my daughter  got her period early." Mom said complete humiliating me. I smacked my forehead. "Yes ma'm I do actually." She said getting me a thin pad. She handed me it and I went to the bathroom put it on the went back and went to sleep.
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"Annie! Wake up! We're here!" Mom said shaking me. "Oh my! Finally!" I said stretching.
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We got off and I totally forgot I got my period, I sat down and I felt something wet. "I SAT IN PIZZA!" I yelled jumping up.  I heard people laugh behind me. "Oh my Annie." Avia said covering me up with her magazine. "We need to find you new clothes, you bled through your leggings and on your shirt and you have pizza sauce all over your butt and shirt!" Avia said. "oh my gosh! Im so embarrassed." I said hiding my face as Avia covered my butt. "So here is the situation, Annie had an accident and she needs new clothes." Dad said putting the camera on me "daaaad!!" I whined. "It's funny. Annie sat in someone's pizza." Dad said laughing his head off. I hid my face. "Okay Annie, let's go to the bathroom." Mom said as Avia covered my butt. We got in the bathroom. "Okay I got you Tampons, this pink shirt that said "Florida, and Black Nike shorts and underwear." Mom said. "Thanks mom." I kissed her and I got changed.
Well that's a way to start vacation.