Flailing

Part 16: Beautiful

A/N: So, this is my gift to you after a long week of short chapters! Hope you have a nice weekend.
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I want you to put your hands on me and make it go away

"Siobhan... Jamie is asleep down the hall" Vivian's hand was still on Siobhan's hip.

"Oh... Right" She sounded disappointed and it was not the intent. Vivian pulled Siobhan closer by her hips.

"I just mean... You have to be quiet" Siobhan froze and her heart was racing, this was really happening. "Do you think that you can do that, baby?" Siobhan squirmed under Vivian's touch, she nodded. "Good" Vivian pulled her body to her own. They were already face to face but now they were close, they were so close. Vivian moved her hand from Siobhan's hip to her cheek. "You are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen"

Siobhan felt unsure, she wanted to believe her so bad but parts of her were still unsure. Roger told her she was beautiful but then he could just change his mind, after a while she didn't know what was true anymore.

"That is sweet" Siobhan whispered and Vivian realized that she didn't believe her.

"Can you feel it...? When I look at you? I want to make you feel it" Vivian's hand moved to the back of her neck and she pulled her in.

Their lips finally met and they both moved to get as close together as two people can be. Siobhan broke away as she let out a small gasp but her mouth was back on Vivian's like it was the most natural thing she had ever done. Siobhan doesn't know what to do with her hands, it is usually simple, she would just lay back and let Roger do what he wanted but she was not just letting this happen, she wanted this. Vivian felt the hesitation in the way Siobhan moved her hands so she took them in her own and placed them on her waist, right where her shirt had bunched up. She felt Siobhan's fingers on her skin. It was a soft and warm touch and she knew as soon as she removed her own hands from Siobhan and she felt the hands on her waist move that this was exactly what was supposed to happen.

"You can touch me wherever you want, baby" Vivian broke away to whisper in Siobhan's ear. She wanted the other woman to feel comfortable in their physicality. In response Siobhan took one of Vivian's hands and put it on her breast.

"You too" She smiled as she saw something that almost looked like shock on Vivian's face. In all honesty Vivian didn't know what to expect but she didn't expect this. Siobhan kissed her again and pushed her shoulder asking Vivian to lay back. She got on top of the brunette and she removed her shirt. Vivian was staring.

"Wow..." She had seen women naked before but it was never like this. It was almost like when you watch a movie but better, definitely better. Siobhan smiled, happy with her response and leaned down to kiss Vivian again. Vivian started to massage her breasts and Siobhan moaned. She had never been very vocal during sex so when Vivian asked her to be quiet she didn't think it would be a problem, but maybe it would.

"If you keep touching me like that... You might have to find a way to make me stay quiet" It was not meant to be sexy or flirty but Jesus Christ, Vivian felt how she started to get wet. Well... In all honesty she 'started' to get wet when Siobhan told her to put her hands on her, but she was now very aware of it.

"I think you will find a way to be quiet all on your own. Otherwise I might have to stop" Vivian felt confident as she played with the hem of Siobhan's underwear.

"I'll be quiet. I promise. I'll be good" Siobhan was fast to answer as if she was scared that this might have an abrupt ending. She sat up and looked at the women beneath her, she realized that even though she wanted this so badly it didn't have to be quick or rushed so she took a moment to look at Vivian. "I think that you are beautiful" She sounded sweet and gave her a shy smile. Her fingers were slowly pulling at Vivian's shirt. "Can I?" Vivian nodded and propped herself up on her elbows to help Siobhan get the shirt off.

Siobhan ran her fingers over Vivian's chest. She was tracing soft patterns on the woman's skin. Her nails were manicured, natural but long and they left goosebumps wherever Siobhan lightly scratched her skin. Vivian didn't notice it but her breathing got heavy. Vivian might have seen women naked before but Siobhan had not and she wanted to remember every part of the other woman's body. As she sat on top of Vivian she was not self conscious, everything around her fell away and the only thing in the universe that mattered was that she was touching Vivian and Vivian was touching her. She consciously dragged her nails softly over her nipples and she heard Vivian take a deep breath, so she did it again. She leaned down, she kissed Vivians mouth, then neck, then her clavicle and then she put her mouth ever so lightly on Vivian's nipple. She looked up.

"Touch me" Her mouth returned to Vivian's nipple and she sucked ever so lightly. Vivian Looked at the topless woman on top of her begging her to touch her, now with her nipple in her mouth and she thought she might have a heart attack. But before that heart attack she was going to finally touch Siobhan.

It was as if something took over Vivian's body, she sat up and kissed Siobhan, as soon as the other woman responded she turned them around and got Siobhan on her back. She got on her knees between the woman's legs and pulled her panties off. She took a moment to appreciate the now naked woman, she was perfect. She leaned over Siobhan and kissed her.

"You're perfect" She whispered and her hand finally found Siobhan's core. Siobhan parted her legs even further and Vivian understood just what she wanted. "You really want me to fuck you, huh?" She smirked and Siobhan blushed. "What do you want? Do you want me here?" Her fingers softly circled Siobhan's clit. "Or her?" She halted at her entrance not sure if that's how she wanted her to fuck her.

"I want you inside of me" Siobhan put her hand on Vivian's cheek and looked into her eyes. She had never been more sure of what she wanted.

Vivian slowly pushed two fingers inside and they kept eye contact. She saw how Siobhan stopped herself from letting out any sound. Fuck, she really wanted to hear her. She started to move her hips as to push her hand at the same pace making their bodies move together. She kissed Siobhan again and then she got as close as she could to her ear and whispered.

"I really want to hear you moan my name" A stifled moan leaves Siobhan's mouth and Vivian smiles to herself.

"Vivian. I... I... Have to be quiet" It is a whisper but it is breathy enough to still do it for Vivian so she picks up the pace.

"You're being so good, Siobhan, following all the rules" She can hear small moans escaping Siobhan now and her legs are now wrapped around Vivian. "One day I am going to make you scream my name, baby"

"Fuck" Siobhan can't get out any other sound without moaning. Holding back has never been an issue but now it is and it is making her hot, like she is boiling over, like she is going to cum. Her hands are on Vivian's back and her nails are digging in while Vivian's fingers are pumping inside of her.

Vivian doesn't like pain when it comes to sex but as Siobhan's nails dig into her back she realizes that she actually might. Knowing that she is fucking Siobhan well enough to make the poor girl unable to speak properly and cling onto her is an amazing feeling. Between the inability to speak, the nails digging into her back and the way Siobhan is dripping all over her hand, she knows that the woman is ready to cum. She picks up the pace a little again.

"You are such a good girl dripping all over my hand" Vivian is getting out of breath but she knows that she can send her over the edge. "I want you to cum like this, I want you to cum now and I want you to make a mess" She smiles at herself, she knows this was the perfect thing to say as she feels how Siobhan's body starts to tense up. Vivian keeps going. She feels how Siobhan starts to pulse around her fingers and she hears muffled moans. Siobhan has removed one hand from her back to physically try to stop herself from making a sound. Up until this point there had not been a single sight as sexy as Siobhan cumming while trying to stay quiet with her hand over her own mouth.

As soon as Siobhan removes her hand Vivian kisses her, she holds her body almost as if she is fragile then she whispers sweet nothings until Siobhan falls asleep on her chest.