My World Revolves Around You

Chapter 34

The doctor was checking her, dadi was sitting beside her.

Veer : is everything fine doctor...??

Doctor : veer, I think she got a panic attack.

They were shocked.

Dadi : but how..??

Doctor : maybe something got triggered, did she have any trauma in the past..??

He looked down regretting shouting at her.

Veer : doctor, she faced an abusive childhood.

Doctor : maybe something got triggered, don't worry I gave sedatives, she'll be fine, but now remember any attack will not be good for her health, as you know she's still small.

Veer : yes doctor, thank you.

Doctor : I have to talk about something in private can I..?

He nodded, they went out.

Doctor : veer, have you did something, which triggered her, and if yes, remember one thing, the attack she got today was not good, her breaths choked, her BP was low, her heart rate was also low, do you know what can happen, you could have lose your wife..

Veer : I didn't know all this, I am sorry.

Doctor : anyways, now please make sure you don't go in front of her unless she wants to see you.

Veer : but how can I..??

Doctor : I understand your emotions veer, but maybe seeing you she'll remember that incident and get panic again, if she wants to see you then only meet her, otherwise wait for 1-2 days.

He nodded reluctantly.

Doctor : I'll take leave now, after she regains consciousness, call me..!!!

Veer : okay doctor.. thank you...!!!

He left from there, he turned and saw dadi, she was glaring at him with anger.

He looked down.

Dadi : I listened to everything, don't you dare go near her.

Veer : I am sorry dadi.

Dadi : first tell me what you did..??

Veer : actually I was very frustrated and removed all frustrations on her.

Dadi : is she your punching bag that you removed your frustrations on her, did you even realise what you did, I know you love her so much and that's why you were scared for her, but to hide your fear, you gave her one more trauma...the thing you wanted to explain to her, you could have done it explaining her nicely, the first time she faced something like this, what can you expect from a 20 year old college going girl, she never enjoyed her life and now when she felt that she has that freedom, she decided to enjoy, it's not her fault that she got attacked, she was also scared, you should have console her but you did opposite...you are everything for her, she never did anything without asking you...one decision of her life she made for herself, and if it gone wrong due to circumstances, is that her fault..??

He looked down feeling ashamed of himself.

Veer : I am sorry dadi it will not get repeated again.

Dadi : that would be better, Mr Rajvansh, now go and dare you come in front of her unless she wants to see you.

Veer : dadi please don't do that....

Dadi : no means no, didn't you hear what the doctor said, what if she panicked again, let her gain her consciousness, if she wants to meet you I'll inform you now go...

He left reluctantly.

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Aditi opened her eyes, her head was hurting.

She rubbed her eyes and saw dadi sleeping beside her.

Her thoughts went to yesterday's events, her eyes teared up.

Listening to her sniffing, dadi woke up.

Dadi : aditi baccha what happened, come here.

She hugged her tightly... aditi snuggled to her more.

Dadi : calm down baccha, see I am here, nothing will happen.

After some time she calmed down...!!!!

Aditi : dadi I want to meet veer.

Dadi : are you sure baccha, he will not come if you don't want.

Aditi : dadi I want your permission, can I go to mumma for some days, please.

Dadi : you don't need to ask baccha, definitely you can, sit I'll send him.

She nodded.

She left.

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He entered the room, his eyes went on her who was looking at him only.

He hesitantly went near her and sat beside her.

He tried to keep his hand on her but she removed her hand.

He closed his eyes, he knew he deserved it.

Veer : baccha I am sorry, I know what I did was wrong, but I was very scared...

Aditi : I was even scared, veer...you know someone tried to kidnap me, what if they have succeeded in it, I was also scared, all I needed is your hug, your warmth, but you ignored me like I don't even exist, about that book, I really don't know what's wrong in it, I mean I don't know about it, trisha gave me, I don't even know which type of book it is that you got so angry, and if it is wrong in any way you could have told me, I would have never touched it, but you chosed to be lash out at me, without my fault, first time I felt like papa is standing in front of me.

He clenched his fist, he always had this fear.

Aditi : I am not comparing you both, I know you both are poles apart, but I can't forget this veer, your shoutings reminded me of my worst years which I didn't want to remember, and I need a break from all this.

Veer : what do you mean...??

Aditi : I want to go to my mumma for some days...

He was shocked.

Veer : no, baccha don't do this please, I am sorry, I know I have made a mistake, but please don't leave me, I'll not be able to live without you...

Aditi : don't worry I am not going forever, I want some days to forget all this please.

Veer : Aditi...

Aditi : please veer...!!!!

He sighed and nodded.