WITHOUT YOU

part 66

After 1 month

A very fine day for everyone. Jungkook, mr jeon, Jhope and beomgyu is sitting in meeting room as today jeon company had very important meeting with all partners of company. This is the last meeting of the day and jk is really exhausted.

All day he had to attend meetings and also had so much paperwork. Jungkook just want to go home. Soon the meeting ended. They all finalised all the things and all said bye

Jungkook and beomgyu left to jk office while jhope left with mr jeon. As soon as jk enter in his office he threw himself on couch

"Ahh I am so tired," jk whine 

"Whininging like a baby," beomgyu said with chuckle and also sit down on other couch

"I just want to go home. But I don't want to go home," jk said making faces

"Are you become manic because of too much work what do you even want to say," beomgyu said and smack jk head who groan

"I know what I said ok. I want to go home because I am so much tired and I also don't want to go because my baby is not home," jk said and pouted

"Stop pouting like baby. And where is tae," beomgyu asked with frown

"He left to his parents home. As they are really missing tae so they want tae to stay 2 to 3 days. And tae also get ready without thinking how I will spend all these days," jk whined making beomgyu control his laugh

"When he left," beomgyu asked

"In afternoon," jk said

"And look you are whining like he left 2 days ago," beomgyu mocked and jk glare at him which had no effect at all

"By the way, I want to ask something," jk suddenly remembered something

"Hmm,"

"I heard yeon already purposed you to be his boyfriend," jk asked making beomgyu sigh

"What happened," jk asked with frown

"I didn't give him any answer and just left the place and from that day to till now he didn't show up infront of me again," beomgyu said sadly

"WHAT. But why. Why you did that to him," jk asked in shock

"I don't know Jungkook. I don't want my curse to harm him," beomgyu said with glossy eyes making jk panic and frown

"Curse," jk said

"Whenever in my life I love someone and try to be happy with him. That happiness got snatched away from me very cruley. I think love word is curse for me. And I really don't want to make yeonie also hurt by my curse," beomgyu thought and tears fall from his eyes

Jk felt really really bad for beomgyu. He sit down beside beomgyu and hugged him. Who started to cry on jk chest. Jk rubbed his back to make him calm down

"You are not cursed beomgyu. You are the most innocent and pure person. Don't think about yourself like that. You so deserve happiness. You also deserve a peaceful and beautiful life with loyal life partner and I guarantee you yeonjun is the best partner for you.........His eyes, his word, his actions screams how much he love you. Don't let this chance go. Please go and claim him as yours only. I know you love him," jk said and beomgyu wide his eyes and immediately looked at jk

"H-how y-you know," beomgyu asked in shock

"Aren't I am your friend so I should be aware of your heart condition also. Now go and tomorrow give me a good news that you had a boyfriend," jk said pushing beomgyu out from his office who chuckled and wiped all his tears

"Thank you jungkook," beomgyu said suddenly hugging jk who smile

Beomgyu run to his car in hurry to tell his feeling. Jk smiled and after taking his things he also left the office. After having dinner with all he come back to his room sadly. He really hate this room now where is moonlight is not. The room looking empty to jk just because of I person is missing.

Jk took shower and lay down on bed. He don't want to call tae and disturb him while he must be enjoying his time with his mom dad. Its only 9:00 pm.

Jk get up from bed and come toward tae cupboard totake tae shirt as he really want to smell tae fragrance. As soon as he open the cupboard his eyes landed on diary which he mostly saw in tae hand. He many time saw tae writing this diary. Crusity build in him and he took it and close the cupboard.

Jk come to balcony and sit down on the chair. He finally open it and there come first page where beautifully written "My Secrets keeper". Jk smiled at the name and open next page and started to read

"Hello dear diary, I am Kim taehyung. Today is my 16th birthday. I don't know if I had to be happy or sad. Because today they are leaving. He will also left and I don't know when I will be able to meet him again," jk frown at the mansion on he or him. He think who tae is talking about.

"Today I am feeling so sad. Its been I month but still I am missing him. But apart of his memories I don't even had his pictures. So sad,"

"Yahhhhh today I am so much happy. I got first position in my high school. Mom dad is so much proud on me and they gift me a big teddy. I will work hard and make them even more proud. Dear diary, what do you think when he will get to know he will also be happy and proud on me,"

"Tomorrow is my first day in university  and I am hella nervous. I just wish everything will be ok......You know last night I had a dream. A very beautiful dream that he come back to meet me. He said he also miss my so much as I do. I am so happy. I heard that dreams based on true thinking. Maybe me really miss me that much,"

"My first day went really well. I make lot of friends and everyone praised me so much that I become so much shy. You kbow what funny think happen to me today. In uni I mistook someone as him. I felt really embarrassed when he was not the one I want to see or meet eagerly. Please God let us meet I really missing him"

"So sorry after so long I am writing again. But what can I do, when professors giving all students tough time. As a toper I had to work more hard......but all this things I miss him only"

"Its been two years. I am 18 years now. Today is my birthday. He still didn't come back to meet me. I am dying to see him. I want to know how he look now. How his voice becomes. Ahhhhh damn, I also  don't know when I started to fall in love this much deep for him. He is really me first love......how crul you are makung me suffer like that. But its also not your fault, I am sure you had no idea about my feelings,"

"Dear dairy I am happy. In some days I am going to see him as my hyung is going to marry. I will also see him there. OMG i can't believe,"

"We will not able to go as mom condition is not so good. Well, maybe in future we will able to see each other. But I really miss him. I thought that we will able to meet him but not now,"

" You know what today happened?His family come but he did not. But still I am happy that they all come I am so happy so meet them all. I also want to see him. But sadly not able to,"

"Today is 20th birthday. My university also ended while I finish with excellent grades,"

"Yaaaaaa Dear dairy. I am not able to believe what I am going to tell you. Hoe will I control my emotions. I am so much happy. Today again his family come and you know what they did. OMG OMG they come with the marriage purposal. They want me to marry him. The jeon jungkook. My long time love,"

Reading this jk frozed on his spot. From starting to till now whom tae is talking about and whom jk is feeling jealous is only him. He can't able to believe tae is in love with him from the time he was only 16 years old.