Recovering Love

Part 25

Next morning I woke up by someone knocking on my window.
I looked to see Frankie standing there.
"Answer your phone" he yelled
I nodded and closed my window.
N: hello
F: we need to talk
N: I don't think so but if you insist
F: whatever Carla told you is true, I'm sorry
N: well congrats hope you guys are happy together
F: no I honestly don't want her, that day we broke up Carla took me to party and I got drunk so I guess she took me to her house where it all happened and now my parents are forcing me into getting together with her.
N: wow well that's your business Frankie, your mistake, should've thought about the consequences first
F: .....so how are you and Hayes doing
N: better than ever, he makes me happy
F: so you guys dating
N: ....yeah
I lied, I was sick of getting hurt I had to pretend to be ok, nobody will ever know how bad I feel right now
F: wow wish you two the best
N: same goes for you and Carla, take care of your little one
F: can we just be friends again
N: I really do miss our friendship
F: give me a second chance I won't fuck up this time
N: fine we can be friends again
With that i ended the call, it's probably not a great idea but honestly I hate being mad at him.
No matter what I was still hurt, knowing my only dream isn't coming true anymore kills me. I wanted to be the one with Frankie, I would always dream of us getting married and having our own children. Why couldn't that be me instead.
"Hey sweetie what you up to" mom said
"Stuff"
"What kinda stuff"
"Mom it's complicated I don't want to talk about it"
"Ok how about we go out to eat, just us three, you me and your sister"
"Fine"
I didn't want to go but oh well.
We decided to go to Panda Express.
When we got to the place I saw Frankie and Carla really enjoying their lunch. Wow I least expected them to be here especially from the conversation me and Frankie had earlier.
"Hey nay" Frankie shouted once he saw me
I just smiled. Carla was looking at me so weird I just wanted to leave. I wasn't having a really great time, it got worse when Carla opened her mouth.
"Aw Frankie you're going to be the best dad ever"
Frankie faked a smile I could tell.
"What is going on" mom whispered
"What you heard" I said a bit disturbed
"Wow didnt see that coming from a guy like frankie"