Recovering Love

Part 21 Hayes or Frankie?

I actually didn't think Frankie was going to come because of his attitude when texting. I did my homework then got in the shower, when I got out I felt more relaxed but I was still very worried about Frankie. I didn't want to loose him not him. 10 minutes later I heard a knock on the door I ran to open it. I saw Frankie standing there and he looked upset.
"Come in frankie" I said
"I'm good, what do you want to talk about anyway" he said with a annoying look
"About earlier, um I ditched with Hayes"
"Ok I don't care......actually I do, why couldn't you just tell me you wanted to ditch I could've ditched with you"
"Honestly anxiety hit me and I didn't know what to do so I found Hayes"
"But I'm your boyfriend and I care for you" he said his voice getting louder
"It didn't look like it, you were to busy walking with Carla that you forgot to ask if I was ok at least"
"Well maybe because it looked like you and Hayes were happy and I didn't want to ruin your guys moment, you totally forgot I existed" he said rolling his eyes
"Frankie I can't anymore, I thought being in a relationship was going to help me with my depression but I guess it only keeps getting worse, I have to many problems and the least I want to deal with right now is our relationship"
"So basically you're breaking up with me...?"
"Maybe it's for the better" I said trying to hold back my tears
"Nah it'll never be better for me, the reason you want to break up is because your friend Hayes made you think different about me don't act like I forgot what he told me that one time at Randy's" he said his eyes getting red
"Frankie it's not him how many times do I have to tell you"
"It's either me or Hayes ..."
I couldn't believe he was going to make me choose, I love him very and this conversation we're having right now is ruining our friendship and I feel terrible.
"Frankie stop it's not him, your jealousy is making things worse"
"Oh so I'm the problem now! You know what you're right it's better for us to break up, I don't want to hear from you again" he said
Those last words felt like knives being stabbed through my heart, and in that very moment I felt nothing but hate on myself.
I couldn't do it anymore, why exactly did this have to happen to me, why does everything happen to me now I want to die. I then got a text from a number I've never seen in my life.
(▪️- number ▫️-me)
▪️- I'm glad you guys broke up btw he's with me right now 😂 your loss
▫️- who the fuck are you ?
▪️- that doesn't matter 😏
▫️- it does to me
▪️- chill, I'll take care of him and show him some love something you couldn't do 😂
▫️- you know what, bye
▪️- go cry yourself to sleep while me and him have some fun 😏
I felt so much anger, who was she and then i remembered CARLA !
Ugh how could she, I tried calling that number but it would only send me to voice mail.
Then I got a call from Hayes, I didn't want to answer but honestly all this wasn't his fault.