Recovering Love

part 3

Frankie's pov

Today was the day my oldest sister Becky was going to get signed.

She was about to get announced when some familiar face caught my eye.

It was Nayely, it had to be her.

"nay" I shouted

She looked my direction but didn't make eye contact with me.

She searched around the room but decided to sit back down.

Nayely's pov

My jaw dropped when I realized who she was.

It was Becky, yes Becky the girl I shared so many childhood memories with back to when me and Frankie were friends.

she loved music so much I was really happy for her but still shocked.

it wasn't till then I realized the person who called my name had to be Frankie.

I looked around the room just to catch him already staring.

"Mom I'll be back" I said standing up

She nodded.

I made my way out the door but unfortunately Frankie stopped me.

"hold up listen please" he pleaded

"he fucked up not you, it" was the only thing going through my head.

He looked desperate I could see it in his eyes.

My head kept on saying to leave but my heart told me to listen to him.

"what do you want now" I sighed

"I need you to listen to me for god sake nay" he looked as if he was about to cry

"Make it quick" I said

"Look I need you to forgive me, I know you're mad and I don't blame you. Trust me it wasn't my fault, if I would've known I would've fixed it, I need you. You don't know how much I wish I could fix everything in the past"

His eyes filled with tears.

Was he lying or should I believe him.

I shook my head, "Frankie I'm better off without you ... I'm so sorry, my life has been better since I stopped talking to you, yeah I blamed myself everyday when they told me you were dead but I felt relieved. I'm done depending on someone to make me happy. This time Frankie, I'm putting myself first"

He looked at the ground then back at me wiping tears off his face, "I understand if you don't want to be friends anymore, all I need is for you to forgive me. I'm sorry I ruined your life and made you feel so terrible. I'll never be the same"

I smiled, "I forgive you Frankie. Promise me that you'll find someone better and that you'll love her as much as you loved me. Forget me Frankie, pretend I never existed just because I brought so much pain into your life. Remember to be happy and love yourself something I couldn't do but am learning to"

I sighed then said, my voice cracking, "this is goodbye for now Frankie, hopefully in the near future when we're slightly older we'll meet again"

We hugged for the last time from what I remember.

That was it, no nothing just walked away thinking we would never see each other again.

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- Im sorry guys I'm done with this book, I feel like people don't read it anymore because it's too long.
- comment if I should make a sequel to this book, basically to find out if they meet again when they're older. ❣