Life Of The Party~ a Shawn Mendes fanfic

Chapter 25

---------THE FUNERAL-------

(SHAWN'S POV)

Today is Sky's funeral. I never thought I would say that. Images of the day she died keep playing back in my head. Right now i'm getting ready for the service. I have a couple minutes until we leave. I look at myself one more time in the mirror. I didn't look my best. but how could I when i didn't have anyone to look good for anymore. I walked down stairs where Cam, Nash, and Spencer were. I nodded at them and we left.

---At the cemetery----

The pastor was talking about God and how he has gained another angel. I tuned out most of it. I was basically in my own world. I was snapped out of my thoughts, when the pastor spoke my name.

"Shawn, Skyler's boyfriend, has wrote something." He said nodding towards me.

I slowly got up, and walked towards the casket. In front of it was the mic. I stepped in front of the mic, and slipped out a piece of paper from my pocket. I unfolded it. Then I started to speak,

"When I first met Sky, I knew in that moment, I would have to spend the next few days re-arranging my mind, so there wold be room for her to stay. I have been waiting my whole life for someone to come crashing into me leaving me breathless. That's exactly what She did. I met Sky when she was at her darkest. Let me tell you, it takes a lot of courage and trust to look past what you've been through, and trust someone knew to not put you through it again. I was honored when Sky trusted me with her heart. There's A reason why two people stay together. They give each other something nobody else can. And I knew I was going to give her things no one else could. Not only did I love her, but I could tell the universe loved her too. More than others. She was different. After all I would be a fool not to notice the way her smile lit up any room she stepped foot in. You know when you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams. I would find myself up all night just thinking about her. Her laugh. Her Smile. Her personality. I love her. And I always will love her. Even if she's gone. I know She's in a better place. A place where she is safe. And a place where no one can hurt my angel."

I sniffled as I finished the last sentence. I slowly walked back to my seat, next to Cam.

"She would've loved it." Cam said with tears in his eyes.

I gave him a hug of comfort.

When the service ended I went to the casket to see her beautiful face one last time. She looked so peaceful I grabbed something from my pocket. It was the Lyrics to Never Be Alone, and Life Of The Party. I rolled it up and gently slid it under her hands. I softly kissed her on the forehead.

Everyone from the funeral went back to Cam's house to comfort each other. People constantly walked up to me And said sorry for your loss. I just wanted to be alone. So I walked up to Sky's room. I closed the door behind me. I sat on her bed with my head in my hands. I ran my hands over my face and through my hair. She's gone she's really gone. I had anger built up in me. I took a pillow off the bed and threw it. It hit the wall. Then something fell out of it. I walked up to it confused. It was a piece of paper. I picked it up and sat back down on the bed. The first thing that slid out was a black guitar pick. In white writing on one side it said, I Love You, You'll Never Be Alone. I flipped it over and it said, ~Love Skyler Dallas. A tear slipped out of my eye and hit the pick. I unfolded the piece of paper and began to read it.

Dear Shawn,

If you''re reading this then I must be gone. I have wrote and rewrote this A million times. I can't Imagine how you're feeling right now. Sad, Alone, Angry. Whatever you're feeling I just want you to know that I am hear for you. You'll Never Be Alone. I might not be there physically, but my spirit will always be with you. I just want to Thank you. Thank you for showing me what love is. I always was confused about it. But when I met you it all became clear. You don't get to choose, you just fall in love. And you get this person that is all right and all wrong at the same time. And you know you love them so much. No one can explain it. And the reason its so confusing, is because it's love. And if love didn't have challenges, What would be the point? If death steals me away without a proper goodbye, promise me this and promise me now; You will never give up your dreams. You will become the best singer/songwriter You can. You will strive and do great things, with your fame. So Shawn Mendes, do you promise?

" I promise."