It's been a week and a half. To be honest it really flew by. I started chemo last week. People don't lie it really hurts. But every step of the way Shawn was there. He leaves in two days. TWO DAYS! I won't see him for a month. Spencer has came over a couple times. He still doesn't know me and Shawn are a couple......
I sat in bed thinking about all of this. Shawn was cuddling with me, sound asleep. I couldn't sleep knowing he won't be here.
I felt Shawn move I looked at him as his eyes fluttered open.
"Morning beautiful." he said as his eyes fully open.
"Morning." I said with a fake smile
"Hungry?" He asked.
"A bit."
"I'm gonna go buy us some breakfast. You just sit your pretty little butt here and relax."
I smiled.
"Okay."
He walked out of the room closing the door behind him. I quickly got up and grabbed a couple sheets of paper and a pencil. I then sat down and began writing.
------20 MINUTES LATER------
I heard Shawn's car pull into the driveway. I wasn't done writing but I folded the pieces of paper and slipped them inside the pillow case.
A few minutes later Shawn walked in the room. He handed me coffee and a bagel from the cafe.
"Thanks." I said as I pecked him on the lips.
He smiled.
"Anything for you, beautiful." he said. then took a bite out of his muffin.
After we finished eating, we walked downstairs into the living room.
"What do you want to do today?" Shawn asked brushing his fingers through my hair.
"Anything. As long as I'm with you. I'm having a good time."
He smiled at me.
"I know what we can do."
"What?"
"Beach?"
Surprisingly the whole time Shawn has been here we haven't gone to the beach.
"Sounds great!" I said getting up.
"Let me just get my stuff."
He nodded.
I walked up the stairs into my room. I changed into my bikini (media). I put a VS PINK tie dye crop top and jean shorts over it. I put on my Ray Bans and flip flops. I grabbed my phone and made my way downstairs. Shawn was ready by the door. he smiled at me, opened the door and motioned his hands.
"After you.". He said
I laughed .
"Thank you."
I slid into the passenger seat. Shawn got into the drivers. After about 15 min we reached the beach. I got out of the car and walked up to Shawn. He intertwined our fingers and we walked towards the shore. I let go of Shawn hand, pulled off my top and shorts, and ran into the water. Shawn followed. When we reached the water, he came up behind me, wrapped his arms around me, and spun me around a few times.
I couldn't help but laugh as he spun me around.
When my feet finally hit the water, he turned me till I was face to face with him. He smirked then leaned in. I did too. our lips brushed each other than made full contact. I felt sparks explode inside me. We pulled away and smiled at eachother.
"Ice cream?" Shawn asked.
"Yes please." I said with a smile.
He grabbed my hand and intertwined our fingers. We walked to the ice cream shop on the beach. Shawn held the door open for me as I walked in. We walked up to the register and ordered. The cashier looked about our age. She never took her eyes off Shawn. When she handed Shawn our ice cream she rubbed his hand, and winked. I felt a fire burn inside me. Shawn and I walked back onto the beach.
"She was hitting on you." I said annoyed.
"What?"
"The cashier. she was hitting on you."
"Oh. Well I guess I didn't notice."
"Really? are you kidding me. It was pretty damn obvious." I said even more annoyed.
"Sky, all I noticed was you. In the whole world all I'll notice is you."
I felt all my tense muscles losen.
"Sorry Shawn, it's just after Spencer I get a little protective."
"It's okay." He said putting his arm around my shoulder.
"I'm not like Spencer."
"I know."
--------BACK HOME-------
We got home around 1:30 am. I jumped into bed. Soon after Shawn slid into bed next to me. I turned to him.
"I'm gonna miss you.". I said.
"Me too. But for now I just want to be with you."
I leaned in and so did he. He kissed me passionately. Again the sparks came back.
"Shawn." I said in between kisses.
"Mhm."
"I-I think I'm ready."
He stopped kissing me and looked into my eyes.
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah. if I'm gonna do it with anyone I want it to be with you. I feel safe with you. I love you."
He smiled
"Okay."
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Life Of The Party~ a Shawn Mendes fanfic
Hayran Kurgu"Memories are hard to forget. Caring for someone is hard to regret. Losing someone is hard to except, but moving on is the most painful yet."
