Life Of The Party~ a Shawn Mendes fanfic

EPILOGUE

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  I kneel down in front of the dark gray gravestone. The damp soil makes contact with my skin just below the hem of my dress.  The tall oak tree shades us from the bright burning sun cascading down. 

I fold my hands in my lap, and lean my head on Shawn's shoulder.  I can't imagine how he feels right now.  He wraps his arms around me. He traces small circles on my bare arms, planting a soft kiss on my forehead. I could feel a hot tear hit my head as he pulls his lips back. 

"Why do bad things happen to good people." He says breaking the silence. "Their whole life ahead of them, great things that they have yet to achieve."

I could tell it was hard for him to say their name.

" I miss them so so much." He says his voice evident with sadness and vulnerability.

My heart breaks for him, and for me too. Words can't describe how much sadness and anger is within both of us.

I look back on my life at this moment. All the crazy events that have happened that have led up to this, all in just 1 and a half months. But I'm glad it had happened I'm glad to have found my real family, and a person to love that loves me as much too. I can't thank god enough, but I can't be happy either, I've lost people, I've lost family. Just thinking about them makes me want to break down. But with all the bad comes more good. And I'm just here waiting for the good to come.

"We all miss her." Someone says as they lay a hand on both mine and Shawn's shoulder.

I look behind me to see Cameron with tears in his eyes.

This is something good out of the bad that day as his eyes closed and his breathing stopped, I though I lost him. For good. But a miracle happened and he pulled through. Words can't describe how thankful I am to have him here with me.

I turn my attention back to the gravestone, the sun cast it's rays as it shines on the writings. I run my fingers over the engravings.

HERE LIES:
SKYLER DALLAS
BELOVED SISTER

Beloved Sister......

"May I," I clear my throat " um c-can I have a minute alone....with her?"

I look to shawn he nods his head as cameron does the same. I watch as shawn helps cameron with his crutches.

Once they're gone I turn to the grave.

I let out a shaky sigh.

"I wish we could've met sooner." I say with a sarcastic laugh, which only makes the tears fall more.

"I promised myself I wouldn't cry.....but I guess promises are meant to be broken."

It's silent the only sound is the tree leaves as they move with the light breeze. I try to gather my thoughts together.

"My life, oh god my life, it's been a roller coaster." I slip pieces of paper out of my hand unfolding it.

"I uh wrote everything I wanted to say to you down, you know just so I won't forget anything." I shuffle through the countless pages in my hands trying to figure out where to start. I stop thinking over how ridiculous this must be.

"You know what.." I say looking back to the gravestone. "I probably still left out a bunch of important details anyways, so...." I rip up the numerous papers. " let me just tell you the whole story from the beginning. No stupid script written down on papers, just the truth the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, all from the heart and memory."

I clear my throat preparing myself for the long story that I'm about to tell.

"Well," I start, getting situated and comfortable "it all started one sunny evening in Cali. I was sitting in my dorm room studying for god knows how many exams, when my Crazy best friend, Riley who also happened to be my roommate, started screaming my name from down the hall..................

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