Daily Positivity

Day 1

Goodnight, My Fellow Kings, and Queens

Sorry for the inactivity these last two months. It was initially meant to be a week, but you can see how that turned out. However, while saddening it was necessary even though, I felt like I killed a part of myself that I never truly realized, I would miss and couldn't live without. 

Considering that I have spent the last 5-6 years of my life writing stories, notes to self, poems (discontinued until further notice), and most recently, I guess journal entries of my journey and scriptures the Lord placed upon my heart to share with the world. So while it has been a rocky road littered with jagged edges and broken steps, somehow throughout it all God never left my side nor stopped what he started in me.

Even though I constantly kept backsliding into pornography and harming my temple, no matter how hard I tried it was as if it just became second nature to me. To the point, I felt like the person depicted in Hebrews 10:26-31, "If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, but only a fearful expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God. Anyone who rejected the law of Moses died without mercy on the testimony of two or three witnesses. How much more severely do you think someone deserves to be punished who has trampled the Son of God underfoot, who has treated as an unholy thing the blood of the covenant that sanctified them, and who has insulted the Spirit of grace? 30 For we know him who said, 'It is mine to avenge; I will repay,' and again, 'The Lord will judge his people.' It is a dreadful thing to fall into the hands of the living God."

A man of habitual sin, who knew the truth yet continued to do things that he knew the Lord hated, things that brought him farther rather than closer to his Lord and Savior. But even in the depths of my sin, it seemed as if God just wouldn't let me go and so it wasn't until I felt the urge for a pastor to lay hands on me.

That I was finally free of these shackles and able to live and preach a life that, I could now confidently say isn't perfect but 10x better than anything I could have ever imagined. Simply because those who the Son set free are free indeed, In Jesus Name Amen. (John 8:36)

So while there is still much to catch y'all up on, sadly I have class in the morning, so stay safe and continue to seek after the kingdom of God and have faith that things will turn around. "For I am sure of this, that he who started a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus." (Philippians 1:6)

And I will see you all next time, ✌️❤️!