Fuck, I never thought I'll feel this level of desperation, I'm feeling right now. My life has taken many unexpected turns , and I've always learned to control myself and most importantly to suppress everything.
In the morning, when I saw Ava and her leaving for their graduation ceremony , my first thought was to follow her. The smile on her face when I was not around her was enlightening. She was much happier.
Right now , roaming around my room like a restless fucker. I can't stop thinking about her. I want to go see her , that smile of hers. But I can't. I know if I go there , everything will be ruined and the main question? Why would I go there ? For what? Can I answer those questions? No. You can't, you bastard. You yourself ruined everything.
Dropping every thought of killing their happiness, I decided to stop myself. I would not go. I'm better off alone. But , it won't bother me if I ask someone, right? At least I can listen about it and be happy.
Earlier, I heard Jungkook cancelling the meeting and going to meet Ava. I can call him and ask him random things , until he tells me something himself. Of course asking him directly would be raising suspicions for my odd behaviour. He already knows everything, you motherfucker.
Taking out my phone , I opened my contacts but before I could click on his name , I thought once again, am I sure? Shaking my head I clicked on his name and waited until he picked up.
I waited for him to answer but he didn't. When I decided to disconnect the call , I heard Jungkook's harsh and annoyed voice from the opposite side ," Do you have a death wish?" I definitely interrupted something.
Maintaining my tone to normal ones , I started to say ,"Uhh.. actually? Where the hell are you?" I said. I can literally hear him scoff. "Is that what you have called me for? And if yes. Be ready, Kim Taehyung.. I'm going to kick your ass." I definitely did something unexpected.
"No. I mean yes. You were having a meeting and I heard you cancelled it. Why?" I continued further. "You know it was damn important and I know you are going to marry Ava and she's important but the graduation..."
"I'm not telling you anything about your girl." Comes his reply and my mouth is sealed shut in an instant. The fucker is too quick witted to be true.
"I swear you have ruined my mood and that's the reason I'll cut your call now. If your restless brain is practically here , then get your ass here before I come there and kick it." Jungkook says with a bored tone.
"I don't want to know anything, you asshole. I was just wondering about the meeting." I lied and in the worst way possible."Alright... Alright then, I thought if I told you to come here , Jade would get a mind distraction and obviously she'll stop crying but no worries.. I'll."
"Go back... What did you say? Why the hell she's crying.?" A sudden anger wave rushed through my system and my voice came out loud then expected. Who fucking made her cry?????
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