I was stopped dead in my tracks and turned straight to stone. It was one dream, and it wasn't like I could control it. I was unconscious, for heaven's sake!
"Is that true, Hannah?" Luke looked at me with something in his eyes that I just could not decipher. I looked back at the table to see horrified eyes and snickers from Luke's friends. One gave me a salute.
"W-well.. I.." I was shaking of embarrassment and I just wanted to cover myself with blanket. Luke never loosened his grip. Let's just rip the bandaid off, quick and easy. "It was one time and it was an accident and I cannot control my dreams and I swear I felt disgusted when I woke and I am sorry-"
"See?! You're a whore for your brother because you can't get anyone else!" Brad laughed through his words. I hated him. It was completely mind boggling that just 20 minutes ago we were happy and in love. Or so I thought we both were."I said enough! Did I not already warn you?!" I released myself from his hold and sat down at the table and began cutting Brad's steak that had arrived while we were arguing into tiny pieces.
"Hannah, what in the hell are you doing?"
"Well, if he is going to act like a child, he will be treated like one. Bradley, I don't know what you don't understand about "leave". You aren't wanted in any part of my life-"
"I am glad-"
"Then why are you still standing there? Find your way out, for the second time."
"You haven't won! This will come to bite you in the ass one day-"
"Have you not ruined my night enough, already?" I huffed and muttered for Luke to sit down. "Trust me, if you ignore him, he goes away." Luke sat down and let out a big breath. He looked at me and gave me a reassuring smile. Was it for the breakup or my dream? I will never know.
Our family sat in dead, awkward silence and it felt like a bug crawling up my neck. Nobody would dare say anything about my dream. Hopefully.
I pulled out my phone and checked through the basic social media sites when I was on twitter and saw an ad titled, "LOOKING FOR A DADDY? NEED A YOUNG COMPANION? CLICK HERE!" I looked up to make sure everyone was occupied and they were, they started conversation on the recent sports game. I clicked on the ad curiously and found myself becoming interested in joining this silly dating website. Or so I thought it was just a dating website.
I decided to create a profile and for my profile picture, I used a selfie from this evening. {an: the selfie is imported in the beginning, I don't really have a specific person who Hannah would play but she is relatively shorter, average body type, but a bigger waist and thicker thighs. she is slightly insecure :) and the picture is also what she is wearing tonight} For my biography, I sarcastically put, "16 y/o girl looking for daddy. must be 45 or younger." That should be good, right? No 50 year olds? Anyway, I was hovering my finger over the 'create profile' and wondering if I should. My hand twitched and did it anyway. I was exploring through the app and got bored so I decided to head to the bathroom and touch up. I set my phone on the table and excused myself.
I walked into the bathroom and fluffed my hair and smoothed my skirt. I reapplied my cherry tinted lip balm and fixed my mascara from the waterworks earlier. I took a deep breath and collected myself before exiting the bathroom.
On my way back to the table, I saw Luke's friends looking me up and down with hungry eyes and, creeped out, I looked away. I sat down and reached for my phone but it wasn't there. I panicked a little and looked beneath the table to see if it fell but it wasn't there. I looked around the table and my eyes were locked with Luke's and I looked down at his hands and saw what I hoped I wouldn't. My phone was in his hands. The app I left it on my phone when I left for the bathroom was bright upon the screen. How humiliated do I have to be in one night?
"Really, Hannah? 'Who'sYourDaddy.com'?" He made sure to keep quiet so that only I heard and I was so thankful. ""16 year old girl looking for daddy". Are you insane or something? Let's see, "Must be 45 or younger". You are 16 and you are already into that kind of stuff?!" I shook my head frantically with my eyes wide. "You're a little slut, aren't you?" He said after a few moments. I felt a warmth in my stomach that made me shift. I truly did not know what to do. "Are you turned on by that? Do you like being a little slut for an older man?" I shook my head ever so slightly. "Answer me with words when I speak."
"Luke, I-"
"Hmm. What are we going to do about that?" Did I hear him correctly?
"Luke, these questions aren't appropriate to ask your little sister-"
"You aren't my little sister.-"
"I am by law-"
"And? Is the law stopping you from the pool in your panties? Caused by who?" He was being so wrong. Why did it feel so.. right?
"L-Luke, this isn't right. I don't know if I'm comfortable doing this. I'm sorry. Goodnight, thank you for coming. I will see you soon." I said my goodbyes to everyone awkwardly and left without looking at Luke. I couldn't. But I wanted to. I really wanted to. God, forgive me.
I hopped into my Range Rover and sat for a couple minutes to recollect the past evening. I broke up with my boyfriend, my family knows I had a sexual dream of Luke, and my 26 year old brother hit on me. What a night.
My phone dinged and I checked to see what this notification was. It was from 'Who'sYourDaddy'. Message from user 'lrhemmo': how could you leave Daddy with a hard on aching for you like that, baby g? ;)
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who's your daddy? // luke hemmings
Fanfictionvolume 1 of the hannah series "I stole your innocence." "Keep it. I want you to have it." the following contains age-gap, foul language, and sexual situations.