who's your daddy? // luke hemmings

trideset dva

(let's pretend it's christmas time because why not)\

(+ a surprise!)

sotc: head.cars.bending by the 1975

I lied down on the bed after the quiet drive home full of fingers making shapes on our skin and dewy skin. His apartment was foreign, but he made it feel like home. The rooms were open and tidy with an earthy-toned color scheme. My heart was so exhausted, but my mind and body were wild. I was so, so fired up from the adrenaline and my rush wasn't coming down any time soon. Luke walked in with a small smile on his lips, and I could tell that he felt the same way.

"Hey, baby." He purred and that was when I saw the bottle of beer in his hand; I didn't mind though, he wasn't drunk at all. We were just getting cozy. He crawled towards me on the bed slowly and I could feel the bubbles rising in my stomach. He wrapped an arm around my waist as I looked down at him, playing with his hair. We just looked at each other for a long while until I broke the silence.

"Why me? You could have anyone you want." I whispered.

"I have never been so infatuated with something or someone else ever in my life. How could I have anyone else; I couldn't live with myself if I didn't live for you." He crawled on top of me, straddling me. He ran his fingers up and down my arms, giving me goosebumps. "You give me purpose, angel. Now, love me back." He kissed me and I could taste the yeast from the beer but it didn't intoxicate me; only he was strong enough to break my tolerance. I love you so much.

"Let's go all the way, Luke. I mean it." His head snapped up. "I want this." He nodded so slowly and gulped. "Please don't be scared to hurt me -- it's inevitable." He smiled uneasily and led me off the bed, starting to take off my clothes. I was in my bra and underwear when he let me strip him down, too. My cold fingers kept grazing his skin, making him shiver. In this moment, he was the nervous fawn and I was the courageous lion. We were both in our undergarments when his head went between my thighs on the king-sized bed. 

"Daddy-"

"No, Hannah. I am Luke, tonight -- no "daddy". That is an order." I nodded as he pumped my core again. He was so focused and I was so out-of-focus. I was losing myself and I was so vulnerable, yet so in-place. When I almost came undone, he knew and crawled on top of me. He took off his boxers and he started pumping himself. "I'm not hard yet so can you give me head, angel?" He said openly and I nodded, doing the job until he practically pulled me off. "Your lips work too well, baby girl." He smirked. He's back.

I got on my back as he crawled on top of me and we were in missionary position, and now I was getting nervous. I had no idea how this would feel, but I didn't get cold feet. I knew that I wanted this with him. He looked at me with apologetic eyes.

"I'm so sorry, baby girl." He rolled a condom on and positioned himself over my heat. I squeezed his biceps that were next to my head out of impulse. He pushed himself in and he moaned the loudest I have ever heard him, but I couldn't make a noise. My eyes were screwed shut and my jaw was stuck open; the pain was almost unbearable. It was like a sharp sting that hurt so bad that it traveled into my legs. "Holy fucking shit, Hannah, you're so tight." I opened my eyes wide as he thrust out and then in again. I whined and bit his shoulder to stifle the noise. His head flashed to mine and he completely stopped moving. "No, no, no, honey, please. Princess, please, look at me." My eyes looked at him and I nodded.

"Keep going." He sighed through his nose, obviously frustrated but he kept going. He was trying to suppress his moans of satisfaction, but they just came out as deep grunts. 

The pain was subsiding and I could feel the pleasure building up as he kept thrusting. "Faster." I moaned, and he looked at me with sweat forming on his skin. He started thrusting faster and deeper and I was louder than I have ever been. I then realized that sex was a whole body experience, because I had chills on my arms and legs.

"Fuck, oh my god!" Luke yelled. "Are you sure you've never done this before, sugar?" He asked and I whimpered. "Because holy shit, your pussy is so good." My legs started shaking and the room was full of an orchestra of our moans. He reached down and rubbed my heat, and I knew I was done for. "I love you, kitten -- so much." I came and he came right after me. 

He pulled out and plopped down next to me. He was looking at me -- I could feel it -- but I stared at the ceiling with the biggest smile on my face and tears in my eyes. After a couple minutes, I looked at him, expecting him to be asleep but he was still looking at me with a smile as big as mine. He had tears welled up in his eyes, too.

"I stole your innocence."

"Keep it. I want you to have it."

THE END

this is one of the most emotional chapters i have ever written and i am so proud of this story. please, if you have any questions about this story or if you have questions to the characters, comment or send me a message. i will be happy to answer them.

also, i know everyone will be PISSED at this ending but you must understand the story to not find this chapter as a dead-end. 

lots of love and compassion,

                                                             hannah xx