who's your daddy? // luke hemmings

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sotc: from now on by the features & you can be the boss by lana del rey

Luke had been visiting a lot lately. I knew he had an apartment that was a bit more towards the heart of the city but he was over a lot more now, and that made everyone happy. Elizabeth was happy because she saw her son, my father was happy because Elizabeth was happy, and I was happy because everything was falling in place.

It still bothered me quite a bit that Luke decided to bring a girl here after a night out, but only when I thought about it did I cringe.

I have been keeping a close eye on myself, though. I didn't want to admit it, but I was attracted to Luke. I felt stupid for feeling butterflies when he looked at me and smiled, and I felt even more stupid when he knew that I was blushing when he called me pet names. Am I disgusting for having a crush on my step-brother? Maybe. The real question that you should ask, though, is am I disgusted? I have realized that my denial has been whithering away. He has really been getting to me, but I won't let us become something that my father would go as far as disown me for.

Luke asked me if he could take me to the zoo, and of course I accepted; I love animals and it is Luke.

"Can we please go to the kitten petting zoo?! Please, please, please?!"

"Hannah, you do realize that you could look at a giraffe or something?"

"Yes, but Daddy won't let me get a kitten because he doesn't think I will take care of it and I really love kittens! Please, I just want to be smothered in kittens forever!"

"Me too, baby girl, me too."

We found our way to the kitten house that had a 'KITTIES FOR SALE' sign and I walked in and saw one that caught my eye. I ran over to it and picked it up and pet it. It was so pretty, I believe that it was a black Siamese kitten.

The kitten purred when I pet it and I cheered. "Oh, how I want her, Luke. Look at her, she is the most precious thing I have ever seen!" Luke laughed and crouched down to pet the kitten.

"She is precious, for sure." Luke sat for a second in silence, then looked at me and smiled.

"What's up your sleeve, Luke? Why are you looking at me like that?" He shrugged, but kept that smike. "You're such a buttface. Tell me what you're thinking!"

"Oh, nothing. I was just going to ask if you wanted to buy her but since you're being mean I will just have to take back that offer." I gasped. He would do that for me? I blushed a deep red that I knew he could see. "Come on, princess. Let's get you a kitten."

THREE HOURS LATER

Luke took me out for a late lunch after we got back from the zoo and we somehow got the kitten to come eat lunch with us because I felt bad for leaving it in the car.

"You really like that kitten, huh?"

"I think I love this kitten."

We went home and I invited Luke into my room to hang out because he was fun to hang out with for a 26 year old {friendly reminder hehe}. Trying to be as unsuggestive as possible, I sat on my bed and he followed.

I had that kitten glued to my hip and I was glad my father wasn't home yet so I didn't have to explain to him that I now have a cat.

"What are you going to name her?"

"I don't know. Maybe Saturn, or Cha-Cha or Sandy; like the girls from Grease? Or maybe-"

"It's not an actual baby; you know that, right?"