sotc: i care by beyonce
{bradley is played by grayson dolan I can't see him as anyone else oOps!}
I sat across from the boy I swore to myself that I would never see again. Did a great job of that pledge, didn't you? My subconscious added before I shushed her. Brad and I ordered and the waiter scurried off into a room in the back.
"You're super observant these days, you know that?" Bradley labeled me. I smiled and nodded, muttering an, I guess. "Hannah, I am sorry. I really am. I don't know what came over me that night-"
"You embarrassed me in front of my family and the whole restaurant." I hissed.
"I know, baby-"
"No, don't "baby" me. Why were you acting so aggressive even before you made a scene?" He huffed and looked anywhere but my eyes.
"I don't know." He muttered. "I am so stupid. I haven't been able to sleep without thinking about how I made you cry. I hate myself for that night." He grabbed my hand and my heart couldn't help but flutter and I hated it. "I love you, and I miss you; so much. Please, give us another chance." He looked at my with puppy dog eyes. {remember that it is grayson dolan. he is wooing her w his loOks}
What about Luke? What would my parents think? I was only just dating Bradley like a week ago, I haven't lost all of my feelings for him. I hated him, but I loved him. Hasn't it always been like that?
"Why did you say those things about Luke?" I whispered and looked at his shoulder.
"Because he is an asshole. He doesn't think I deserve you-", the waiter dropping off the food stopped him and he continued when he left. "-and that is stupid. Who is he to tell me where and where you don't stand to me?"
"He just wants the best for me." I remember his exact words.
"And I'm not?" He nibbled on a fry while I stirred my lemonade.
"I-I don't know? I'm only 16. You don't treat me the best, either."
"I'm 16, too?" He chuckled. "Live in the moment, baby. And I promise, from this moment forward, I will do my best to make you happy if you just give me one more chance." I don't understand. He could have anyone, but he needs to have me? I know that we are close, but how could he just forget this? Should I just forget, too?
"Give me time to think. I am sorry, but I need to think a little bit." I look a bite into an avocado slice.
"That's okay, baby. Just text me or something when you have made up your mind." I smiled.
30 MINUTES LATER
I hopped out of my Rover and walked up to house. I checked the time before opening the door. 7:58. Not late at all. I unlocked the door and walked into my house. Silence. Luke must be gone. "Daddy?" I shouted. No response. Maybe they all went out?
I walked upstairs to see if anyone was home and I hear little noises that must have been on the third floor since they didn't hear me. I walked up to the third floor and opened the door to the lounge that the noises were coming from and I saw something that I literally gagged out loud because of. Luke was hooking up with some girl in my house. "Why are you in my house?!" The girl hopped off of Luke and they both put clothes on. "You have your own place! Get the hell out of mine when you do this!"
"Hannah, what are you yelling about?" I heard Elizabeth behind me. I heard her gasp from behind me.
"Have fun explaining this." I put my arms up and walked to my room. I grabbed my phone and texted Bradley that I had made up my mind.
10 MINUTES LATER
'I'm here.' I ran to the door and greeted my friend from dinner.
"Hey, baby! I'm so happy that you made the right decision." He threw me over his shoulder and twirled me around.
"Put me down!" I laughed. He always knew how to make me smile, that is for sure.
He laughed and set me down. "So, what are we gonna do on this fine evening?"
"We could watch a movie? Or bake a cake?"
"Oh! Have you seen Palo Alto?"
"Of course, I cried. What about Trainwreck? With Amy Schumer? She is hilarious." We were such an innocent couple when we were happy.
"What is going on here?" Luke interrupted.
"Jesus Christ, Brad and I are going to watch a movie-"
"Hannah, you really stooped low-"
"I didn't stoop anywhere!"
"Yeah, you keep telling yourself that. You're insane." What? That one struck tears in my eyes and stung my nose.
"Says the one who pathetically hooks up with girls at his mom's house, you douchebag!" Where was this coming from? I would have never said this. I grabbed Bradley's wrist and dragged him up the stairs. I turned around and stated, "The deal is 100% over until you can sort yourself out."
LUKE'S POV
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. I really was acting her age and she was acting mine. It hurt to hear her innocent mind come up with those rude words. It was my fault, because I had poisoned her. I was pissed off at her because I couldn't have her. I was hurting her, and now I'm not just mad at her, I am mad at myself.
Brad also got on every fucking nerve that I had. What made him think that he was welcome here? Hannah's parents are going to be beyond disappointed in her when they see what decision she made. Why isn't she disappointed in herself? Why can't she see that she is too good for the world?
She deserved better than Brad, or even me. I want her so that I could show her that. She was so powerful. She could walk down the street and have anybody on their knees for her just because she didn't know that she could do it. I wanted her to be happy; happier than happy. Why couldn't she see that?
_______________________________________________________________shorter update but don't worry I have something up my sleeve hehehehehheheheh prepare yourselves bc things are gonna get inSAne
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who's your daddy? // luke hemmings
Fanfictionvolume 1 of the hannah series "I stole your innocence." "Keep it. I want you to have it." the following contains age-gap, foul language, and sexual situations.