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Chapter 12

^kellins out fit btw if you cant see it look for it on his wifes instagram the last chapter was so incredibly short i cringe but like warped tour was so great i got to see bvb again and ptv and even though i wasn't close it was still incredible and i was second row for set it off and i met neck deep and memphis may fire and i got to hug matty and kellen and i met adam (i love him so much omg) and ryan from seaway and i also met set it off and they were so good live and they were so full of energy and cody was just brilliant and when i met them they were so so so nice AND I MET MY FRIEND FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IT WAS AWESOME and it was just a great day ANYWAY HERES THE CHAPTER

I munched happily on my food, and Vic ate beside me. Out of the corner of my eye I saw that Vic's eating had slowed, and that he was just playing with his food. A frown appeared on my face. Did he not like my cooking? I thought it tasted good.

"Hey." I said, nudging him with my elbow. He looked up at me, another scared look in his eyes.

"What's up?" I asked.

"Not much." He mumbled, pulling his hands into his sleeves, something I had seen him do before.

"I'm just eating." He said with an incredibly small smile. Lies.

"I meant, what's wrong." I pressed.

"Oh, um." He paused. "I'm just thinking." Another pause. "About last night."

Oh.

"Uh, would you like to talk about it?" I asked, not really sure what to say now. I thought he was going to throw some shade towards my cooking, but instead he brought up last night, and that caught me off guard.

"No," he said quickly. "But um, it got me thinking about like how you handled me last night." he suddenly sounded very nervous. "Not like when I was having my episode or anything," Episode. So that's what he would call what happened last night. "But like when we were sleeping, you know? Like it felt good to have someone there after going through that again, and for once I actually slept well with you holding me and stuff." He muttered quickly. "And like, I know we haven't known each other for very long, but we live together, kinda, I guess? And I'm really starting to like you, even though you're kinda preppy at weird when you work, but your cool when we're just hanging out, but I'm gay, and you're gay, well at least that's what you told me, so like, would you maybe wanna go out sometime?" He rambled. When he finished he looked at me timidly.

"Yes." I said almost embarrassingly quickly.

Vic's face lit up almost instantly, and he flashed me a huge smile.

"Maybe later today then?" He suggested.

"Sure." I said when I realized I didn't have to work.

"Great." He said, standing up and putting his dishes in the sink.

"Sorry I didn't eat that much, Specs. The valproate pills kinda like take away my appetite." He shrugged. "It tasted good though."

I sent him a smile as he began to walk up the stairs. I few moments later he appeared at the bottom of the stairs. He looked scared again, and his hands were busy pulling at the sleeves of his sweatshirt.

"Um, Kell?" he said quietly. My head snapped up, when I heard me name. He almost always called me Specs, and it was weird hearing him call me by a different nickname, but I liked it.

"Yeah?"

"Um, do you mind like sleeping with me again, like how you did last night? I haven't slept that well in a really long time, and um I really need it."

"Yeah, of course." I said, as I slid out of my chair. He didn't even need to ask. I'd be in that bed in instant.

I walked behind him up the stairs, and he jumped into bed. I got in behind him and pulled the blanket's over us. Vic flipped to face me and cuddled into my chest. I slipped my arms around him as I felt him grab on to my shirt.