Bullied by the Dolan Twins

My story

This story includes self harming and a little bit of smut, just warning you before you read!

(Before you start to read this book, just know that the first 20 chapters are bad but they will get better! Thank you for choosing my book to read though😘)

Hi, my name is Cadence. I have lived in New Jersey my whole life. I can't wait to get out of this hell hole! I live with my mom that abuses me and my dad that doesn't even talk to me. He always said that I would never be his own child that he loves because he never wanted a child. Then why would he pretty much make me and not love me. I just want a family who actually loves me for who I am and will respect what I do but I don't even know if my family knows anything about me! When my dad speaks it's always something rude. But I am used to it now since it started when I was a little girl. They say that I should just go and die, maybe they were right.

In school is just the same. Nothing really changes. I have no friends. I am 15 years old and I weight 103 pounds because my family doesn't feed me even though they have the money to. My family isn't poor at all! My dad has a good job and my mom I'm not sure. She doesn't tell me about it so I wouldn't know. I don't eat at school because I have no friends to sit by so I just go outside and wait until they dismiss everyone to go to class from lunch. Outside is where I could feel free! It's just so peaceful! I really just wish I could run away! But I would go to Los Angles, California! I have always wanted to move there and I will take money from my parents sometimes because I have to eat at some point but I have also been saving up a lot of it to run away. I am at $702.25! I have been stealing from them for a long time now and that's most of the reason why they fight is because I will take the money and if my mom is missing money she will blame my dad also the other way around. My mom beats me everyday because I didn't do something she wanted me to that she didn't even tell me to do. But I am tired of getting beaten up! So I try to fight back! But she gets belts....

At school there are these two twins that like to beat me up because they like the attention. There already popular because there famous. All the girls are on them, I  guarantee they are just doing that to get popular. Or they just want sex. I'm not exactly sure on that one but I bet that the twins except it because they are gross! Well I guess that's what people think about me.

I meet somewhere everyday so they can beat me up. They told me if I didn't meet them there something really bad will happen so I just do. I don't care anymore. Why should I? I mean everybody wants me to die including myself! Someday I am hoping the twins beat me up enough that they would just kill me but I don't know why they don't.
(Her name is Cadence not Candice like off of Phineas and Ferb!!)
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Like I said above, these first couple chapters aren't the best... That doesn't mean you need to leave a negative comment.. Please keep your negative opinion to yourself and this book isn't true, this is my first big book that I've written and only book I have.

Today is March 13, 2016 so this is when I'm saying all of that stuff^^ just done with the negative comments ya know?