Devil Dog MC #6 When a Man Loves a Man

Waiting

Tim

     I was glad to be back.  We have been back for about a week and I keep waiting on that phone call.  I mean every time my phone rings I feel my heart stop.  I am scared to death of what the doctor will tell me.  I love my niece and can not stand to see her this way.  She has some good days and some bad days.  She is full of energy usually but I have noticed she continues to get tired easily.  Rocky has been around but he has closed himself off completely.  He will play with Bea some but he mostly just acts like a guard dog.  I don't know who that woman was but it completely shut him down.  I wonder if she some long lost love or something.  Maybe she broke his heart.  I hear a knock on the door and I look to see it's Juniper.  She brought in some containers of food she made.  She takes a seat and lets her little ones play with Bea for a little bit.  Cherry and Juniper have become really important to me.  They are so kind and thoughtful.  Juniper talked with me about stuff and I learned about how Tank became her husband.  Crazy story there I mean sounds kind of like a soap opera.   I can tell though that Tank loves her and she loves him.  There has not been one time that I haven't been around them that Tank hasn't popped her on her ass.  I laugh every time too.  I guess his love language is a little kinky.  The kids played for about an hour before Juniper said that they had to go.  I loved her company though.  I am not use to sitting around all day but until we figure this out with Bea I am not leaving her.  I owe this club so much though because they are footing the bill for her or calling in favors for the medical care.  I didn't realize that nurses and doctors were also part of the club life.  If I wasn't such a wimp I would consider being a part of it just for the feeling of having family.  

     I started washing a load of clothes after Bea laid down for a nap.  I try to keep up the house and laundry while Rocky works.  They put a prospect out front during the day while he is gone in case something happens. I haven't heard anything else about Sam so maybe he died from a drug overdose.  I know that sounds horrible but he is a horrible man.  I cleaned the kitchen and started fixing the food like Juniper notes say to do.  She is a good cook and she fixes it so all I have to do is place it in the oven for so long.  I bet Tank married her for her cooking skills.  I am just joking.  That man stays in heat for her.  I had just changed out the laundry when my phone rang.  I answered it hoping it was good news.  It was the doctor's office and they told me they would need us to come in to discuss the results.  They want to see her tomorrow.  I hang up then call Rocky.  I am trying not to cry or freak out but everyone knows if they tell you to come in its not good news.  Rocky answers on the fourth ring "Yea?"  Okay maybe he is having a bad day.  I tell him what the doctor said and how I needed to carry her in tomorrow.  He tells me he will get with Prez and figure out who can take us.  I hung up feeling bothered.  I don't know why it's not like he owes us anything.  I go into the room to pack a bag for us just in case.  I look down at a sleeping Bea and feel a rush of anxiety.  I walked out back so that I could collect myself.  I sat on the back steps and cried for what is to come.

Rocky 

     I was towing a vehicle back when Tim called.  I don't know why I was short with him but I was.  He told me what the doctor said and I know it's going to be bad news but the thought of going back is too much.  What if I run into Briana again?  I felt like shit after he hung up but nothing I can do about right now.  I get back to the shop and unhook the car.  I walk into the office to tell Hotshot that I have to go speak with Prez.  I gave him the rundown of the conversation with Tim.  He looks just as sad as I feel.  That little girl has won us all over.  I got to the clubhouse and went to the office.  I found Prez and Tank in there.  I explained the phone call from Tim then asked Prez if he could get someone else to take them.  I saw the look pass between Tank and Prez.  Prez asked "You care to explain why you don't want to take them?"  I squirmed around in the seat because how do I tell my Prez that I am scared of seeing my sister again.  I clear my throat then say "I just need to get some stuff done around here.  I figured I could be more useful to help here.  I mean a prospect could sit at the hospital."  I regretted the words as soon as they left my mouth.  Everyone knows how much I have an attachment to Bea.  Prez looks at me for several minutes before saying "Fine I will get someone else.  You stay here tonight and I will send someone else to stay with them so they can leave early in the morning."  I feel like absolutely shit.  I hear Prez asking Tank who they have that he would trust with the job.  I walk out feeling like a piece of shit.