Devil Dog MC #6 When a Man Loves a Man

Bad News

Tim

     I was hoping that Bea was just having some mild stomach issues.  She got worse and we took her to the doctor.  He ran some labs on her then came back in and I knew by the look on his face that it was bad news.  Now I am in the back of an ambulance with Bea heading back to the Children's oncologist she first saw.  Bea treatments are no longer working and the doctor here can no longer help her.  I will most likely be arrested when we show up but hopefully she will get the help she needs.  I asked that club to promise me that if something happened to me that they would get her away from Sam and into a good home.  Cherry promised if something happened she would take her.  I felt better knowing that.  Cherry is a great mom and with Bea being around the clubhouse she would be protected.  I am holding Bea's little hand and she just looks so tiny, so pale, and so weak.  She was fine yesterday or so I thought.  I thought she was acting out due to being stuck inside a house but apparently she had already started feeling bad.   Ana if you hear me up there please make sure our Bea is okay.  I am sorry I tried to protect her and keep her safe but it looks like the time has come to give up.  I just hope you understand.  I don't know how else to get her the help she needs.  

     We pulled up at the hospital and I saw several of the club members waiting.  I stepped out as they pushed Bea inside and Cherry walked up to hug me.  I cried my eyes out with the feeling of hopelessness in me becoming stronger and stronger.  Cherry pulled back and cupped my face.  She looked me in my eyes and said "Tim I promise I will make sure we get her back no matter what happens."  I gave her a nod and looked around at several of the bikers with them all giving me a head nod.  I walked inside and they took me to where Bea was.  The doctor tells me that Bea will require a bone marrow transplant but first they have to find a match for her.  I was checked at the beginning of our journey and I know I am not a match.  Cherry had came in at the end but she heard the news.  She gives my hand a squeeze then tells me that all the guys are being checked now and they have spread the word amongst other biker clubs.  Bea didn't open her eyes since about two hours ago but the doctor says she is just too weak.  I gave her a kiss on her head and told her I love her because I knew with the way the nurses were looking at me that soon I would be taken away with handcuffs on.  I was able to spend about two hours with Bea when I heard a commotion outside and I knew my time was up.  Two cops came in the room and I just asked them to let me tell her goodbye.  I kissed my girl one last time then turned around putting my hands behind my back.  I felt the handcuffs go on and felt my heart break.  Ana I am sorry I can't save her from Sam.    The cops lead me out of the hospital and I saw the club waiting.  They looked mad and they looked sad.  Cherry walked up to me again and said "Tim, I promise I will be there for Bea.  I also will be there for you too.  We will do all that we can to get you out."  I looked at all of them and said "Don't worry about me just make sure that little girl in there gets a decent chance at life.  Thank you all for being there but all I asked now is please make sure Bea is safe."  I was lead away in the back of the police car.  As we pulled out on to the highway I saw Rocky go by on his motorcycle with a girl on the back.  I just laughed at myself because my life has always been more down than up so why did I think this time was different.  

Rocky

     We were all heading to the hospital to get checked to see if someone was a match for her.  We got everyone we could get to be checked.  We all ended up with a girl on the back of our bikes.  We had a van full of people too.  I didn't realize so many people would volunteer.  We pulled up to the hospital and I saw most of my club members standing outside.  They all looked upset and I prayed that Bea is okay.  I ran up to Prez and I was freaking out.  I asked "Prez what happened?  Bea?"  He gripped my shoulder and told me Bea is bad but that they had already arrested Tim.  He tried telling me what Tim said but he couldn't finish it.  He walked away.  I looked around at everyone and asked "What did Tim say?"  The guys dropped their eyes.  Cherry walked up to me and she explained it before breaking down.  Hotshot took her in his arms and hugged her.  We all made our way inside and signed in.  One by one we were all checked.  I know the hospital was overwhelmed because two more clubs showed up too.  I mean there were over a hundred or more bikers here.  I know people look at us as lowlife dangerous people but we are not all bad.  I mean we take family seriously.  I sit here worrying about Tim.  Prez had made some phone calls but he couldn't get Tim out.  I need to go see him.  I went into Bea's room to check on her and I nearly broke down.  She looked so sick.  I was told by a nurse that I would have to leave that her father had left instructions that she is to have no visitors.  I tried to argue but soon she had the hospital security there.  I gave Bea a kiss then told her I would get her back.  I was dragged out of her room and was ready to fight but Tank walked over to tell me that it's not the time.  I know he is right but still.  I told him that I am going to see if I can visit Tim.