Forever 4: "The Journey" (Hariana / Diall)

08: The Timelessness

Maybe our physical bodies are getting older and in the future it will die. But the emotions, moments and memories that we have will never die and we will bring it until we reach the grave.

N I A L L

"Hey, baby... Wake up." I cooed while shaking Demi gently.

We're in the hotel right now and stayed up all night, just chilling and watch some movies and some television series. I just woke up though and still need to sleep but I shouldn't. Since I read Demi's schedule for today, she's still quite busy but not too much and I won't let her to be stressed over works.

That's why we slept super late, just spending time with each other. The thing I really do love the most with her and one of my top priorities. I still feel bad though for what I did but Demi keeps reminding me that I should move on and just be thankful that we are growing stronger. It's been week though but we're doing awesome.

Demi is such an amazing woman. Every day that I have her or talking, maybe spending time with her, there are specific lessons I learned. She is not only my fiancée but she is my life teacher. An obnoxious, witty, clever and bad ass - in a good way - woman taught me so much in life. All of her deep thoughts, ideas and perspectives in life is just really helpful, useful and can save some miserable life.

That's why I'm always reading her book, "Staying Strong: 365 Days A Year", whenever I'm being an ass or a dickhead. I mean, if I messed up and hurt some certain people, I read it. Mostly when I do have some problems. Sometimes I'm whining and complaining about it even though it's just a simple or little problem. But I think I should be thankful that I didn't experience some crisis like what Demi experienced before.

But I'm happy and proud that Demi had those problems. Because if she didn't had those, maybe she didn't saved thousands or even millions of life. She is the source of talent, true beauty and inspiration. That's why I'll kill myself if I hurt or leave this girl. Nobody and nothing can break her in pieces, because of what happened in her past, she is now immune on hates.

"Just let me sleep more, Ni..." She groaned and buried her face on the pillow, making me laugh on her cuteness and being adorable, as always.

"But, you need to made an appearance and you will perform later this afternoon." I said, protesting calmly.

"Don't be too much excited to see me wearing a swimsuit. Also, it's still in the morning. Not that late, I guess?" She groaned again, but now covering herself in duvet.

"Just a bit excited. That's why, I'm waking up you now, so you can rehearse, choose the hottest swimsuit and we will still going on the road." I explained and remove the duvet all over her body.

As I said at her this past week, I will go with her on a little tour to promote her big and new single. So, in party appearances and whatever shits, I'll come with her. Since, we are not that busy on work, so instead of just stuck up in the house - knowingly that the lads and the girls are having sex while Demi is away and I'm alone - it's better or super best for me to go with her.

Sometimes I'm thinking about the future already. Like ten or five years after, what is our status in that year? If me and Demi have kids already or just married? If I really grow old and not a cute leprechaun anymore? Am I still a member of the band or we parted ways happily? But for Demi, she'll never grow old because she is an example of flawless and in her career, she is a fucking underrated artist. She can sing, act and wrote a song. Too many places for her in industry.

"Niall... Just let me sleep..." She said lazily as she sat up, looking horrible because of her bed hair - that she is currently ruffling - and the scowling face at me.